For a pessimist, I'm pretty optomistic...
Here I go again, letting my emotions get the best of me, and praying that this time I don't fuck things up. But I'm not going to apologize for how I feel anymore, because I've found that I can't control my emotions. They just happen, like shit.
I hit that point a long time ago though, when I realized that everyone deserves love and happiness. By why is it so hard for me to find it? Everyone says "Don't look for it, love will find you," so I stopped looking and caring, but nothing happened, for a looooooong time, so now I've given up and that idea, and I do care again. I'm ready. Ready for something to happen. It's been 2 years almost exactly since my last relationship. That's pretty sad if I do say so myself. It's not something I realized until recently. I'm not getting any younger, and majority of my friends are in serious relationships, or are married. I'm not asking for either of those things yet. I just want to find someone worth going out on a date with.
Why do I suck so much? haha.
I know it will happen soon... hopefully...
I hit that point a long time ago though, when I realized that everyone deserves love and happiness. By why is it so hard for me to find it? Everyone says "Don't look for it, love will find you," so I stopped looking and caring, but nothing happened, for a looooooong time, so now I've given up and that idea, and I do care again. I'm ready. Ready for something to happen. It's been 2 years almost exactly since my last relationship. That's pretty sad if I do say so myself. It's not something I realized until recently. I'm not getting any younger, and majority of my friends are in serious relationships, or are married. I'm not asking for either of those things yet. I just want to find someone worth going out on a date with.
Why do I suck so much? haha.
I know it will happen soon... hopefully...