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Mar 13, 2006 00:09

lots to put in. friday i worked a 9 hour shift. fridays are normally slow so i brought dvds to watch. started watching scurbs from episod one. everything was great. then HE showed up. for 5 of the 9 hours, this guy would NOT shut the hell up about dungeons and dragons. and i hate being mean to people about the things they do but mother of god. 5 fucking hours going on and on and on about describing in EVERY little detail about his character and trying to explain what the game does. and he even acts out what his characters do. and i just smiled, laughed when he did, said yes and crap toact like i cared. and he just wouldn't take the hint. i would turn and start watching scrubs again which was STILL PLAYING and he'd say "HEY COLIN LOOK!" and i just wanted to kill him :| if i had listened to him that whole day, i think i might have hurt myself. dear jesus.

anyway. friday ends, thank god. i wake up early saturday to go to a reptile show. good stuff. alligator snapping turtle. alligators(very odd), savana monitor lizards(i wanted one), and piles of beareded dragons. and some of them were the size of footballs. huge bastids. and so many babies. i wanted them ^____^ but there was this one panther chameleon that was just beautiful. and i mean it. it looks SO pretty. everyone that walked by, would oo and ah at it. and when they saw melanie actually BUYING IT, that's right, she bought the 275 dollar chameleon(275 originally. she haggled for 250. kids said 260. she agreed), and everyone was jealous of her. she was so happy. she had to call brian(her husband) to make sure she could get it because everyone knew she'd try bringing something home. sure enough, she did. but it was a great buy. while we waited for brian to agree, we ate some burgers. they tasted funny. and they looked discolored. so i call them reptile burgers. no way that was a cow.

so i leave there an hour late to go meet up with friends at a lakeland mall to paint stuff at some picaso store. you pick out a pot or vase or object that you want to paint, and then you paint it and the fire it in the kiln. i painted a cute little froggy. we'll see how "cute" it turns out. picaso, i am not.

then we went to amanda's house to get a camera to film a fight of me and cass which happened later on and we never filmed it. brief visit. also, her alienware is obscenely huge.

we go to erins to watch anime and shit. we get taco bell instead. we return and i make them watch aqua teen hunger force season 4 (1 episode only, plus spacecataz), then an episode of scrubs (which erin hates. i'll kill her for that). then we watched my little pony, end of sunland or wtfever. i fell asleep. then was awoken by their fangirlgasm. then we watched bambi 2. which was okay. but certainly not great in my mind. it was nice to see a smooth 2d animation though. but too much of the scenerey looked like garbage in my opinion. the grass was awful.

then we gave up watching tv. went into erin's room. me, erin, amanda, name i can't remember, cass, and myself.

me and cass do our fights to make up for the fights we did at the parking garage thursday night (i won 4 out of 4 times). so we fought inside and she was determined to take me down. why? because i act like a sexist pig and she said she could take down all of her other guy friends. and i proved her wrong. annihilated her. 5 or 6 times. i won them all. bruce lee style.

so then amanda leaves. the rest of us sit and watch an anime that has panty shots every 3 seconds. i sat in the back so that when i got a boner, i didn't scare anyone. which i did get a boner but i kinda forced it because i was gonna do something stupid but changed my mind.

then we're getting up to leave, and me and cass start comparing sex lives. i was all "i lasted 30 minutes a few times." and she goes "oh. just a 30 minutes?" and i was like "WHAT!?!? THAT'S GREAT FOR A GUY!!" and she's all "brian lasted 3 hours" and the catch there was that he was watching tv or something and really it sounded more like it was uninterested sex instead of actual endurance. because you can channel the pleasure of sex to a point where you don't feel it. besides, i bet cass didn't orgasm that many times. when i had sex with rachel for 30 minutes, she'd normally orgasm atleast 4 times. i still think i'm better than hers.

other than the fact i haven't had sex longer than her. it's been a year and 3 months since my last time. woohoo...

so i come home and talk with jeamie into the night. i told her my little secret to keeping me on my own straight path, which was to imagine a younger version of myself. let's say, 7 years old. imagine he was staring at me. and if he could see what i was doing, would he lose respect and walk away? or would he still watch me proud of what i had become? and she liked to hear that. i also pointed out to her how lucky she was to have a boyfriend she loves and not to mess it up. she agreed she is lucky. and she is. i guess a lot of the conversation was really just, me looking at something i wish i had. but i fail at relationships. badly. so i don't bother. don't plan to. i'll deal with it one way or another. either way, it's better than having relationships only to watch them fall apart. worthless. and i just hate it how so many people put the weight of their life, soley on whether or not they have a good boyfriend or girlfriend. dear god, love is NOT THAT important. jesus. it's rediculous. fucking bullshit. all of it.

anyways, so i wake up today. my nose is runny. i feel sick as fuck. this was 10. i blow my nose and go back to sleep. my dad woke me up at 12. still sick as hell. then he says he needs my help with a hole in the backyard. 5 or 6 years ago, the drain for the washing machine went retarded and we had to dig it up and give it some space to drain through rocks. so we did the same thing only added more space to the hole and tubes and plastic sheet stuff. it looked like we buried a dead body. it was a deep hole. and i just dug and dug and dug. started getting dizzy. continued. i was in hell. my nose was killing me as well as my head and i was just failing. went to home depot and struggled to stand. got a water. that helped a little. but once i started shoveling again, it went to hell again. i had a razor thing i was trying to close but the putton slider thing was far too rigid and sharp so i tried using my shirt as a cushion. but when i gave up and pushed the shirt away, i forgot which end the blade was at and stick. it went into my middle finger. my dad didn't notice so i just said i'd be right back and i walked to the bathroom which is when i SHOULD'VE taken a picture. but instead i waited til after. it was bleeding pretty bad. nice to know you can bleed sometimes. but i did take pictures when i finished. which is right before i showered and went back to sleep. here they are. doesn't look as bad as it was.





fun stuff. so i went to bed after i showered and ate a sammich.

woke up later to help my grandpa with his new 5 "megapickle" digital camera. and his photo printer. ate dinner inbetween but i got them to work. by the end i was sweaty from it and i was just tired again. waiting for them to leave and wanting to sleep. i kept petting my puppy ^____^ i love the puppy. she's sleeping behind me. then they left and i went to bed. then i woke up having to pee really bad. so i did. and since i felt okay, i got up and checked the computer and typed this up. i started this at about 12:15. now it's 12:45. and i have a headache again and i feel fucked up. so i'm gonna go back to bed after this. however, got a new good song that i've been playing on replay for about forever now. it's the only song i've played on my computer(and on repeat, have you), since early last night.

Josh Joplin - Camera One

it's on my myspace so give it a listen. kinda like an rem feel. only not.

my phone just beeped for it's battery dead signal. i need to refill it soon.

also, next quarter. 5 classes. 3 morning. 2 afternoons. 21 horus of work (money will come a-rollin' in. pc upgrades out the ass are coming my way. hopefully i'll get atleast a 25 cent raise. 8 bucks an hour.

and on that note, i'm gonna post this here(livejournal) then post it on some other things (redvsblue, myspace). then run back to sleep.

later.
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