my heart is breaking under your tears
The sky suggests a thunderstorm. That would have been romantic no?
I guess not
the condition of my heart is a burden that cant seem to be lifted
its not like i dont expect this cycle
Im tired and i got ditched. Not purposely but stupid decisions make it only last longer
lest INSIST nothing will come of it because you say things to yourself to keep you from getting hurt
and you tell me that shes prying and that i should stop writing my own personal memoir
but i never could keep the conditions of my heart a secret and im not about to now
because i can never leave racing thoughts alone
and i want to scream that i love you and i miss you and that everything will always be okay. But I dont know if im lying to myself
I dont know who to turn to when im feeling like this. Its a little empty. Im with the same 3 people all the time and it makes me sick. It makes me wretched with loneliness because i cant help but always feel completley incomplete.
And every time you come back to me sometimes i realize that i need you more than you need me. I still dont know exactly how that works. But its how i feel. And you break up with her a day or two before you are gunna see me because you ASKED to see me you wanted to and wanted to. I just want to lie to myself a little more and pretend that im not unhappy and that im not completley lonely . And i never cry anymore and im crying now. And my grandmother is coming home so now i have to stop.
and it ends
once again
I guess not
the condition of my heart is a burden that cant seem to be lifted
its not like i dont expect this cycle
Im tired and i got ditched. Not purposely but stupid decisions make it only last longer
lest INSIST nothing will come of it because you say things to yourself to keep you from getting hurt
and you tell me that shes prying and that i should stop writing my own personal memoir
but i never could keep the conditions of my heart a secret and im not about to now
because i can never leave racing thoughts alone
and i want to scream that i love you and i miss you and that everything will always be okay. But I dont know if im lying to myself
I dont know who to turn to when im feeling like this. Its a little empty. Im with the same 3 people all the time and it makes me sick. It makes me wretched with loneliness because i cant help but always feel completley incomplete.
And every time you come back to me sometimes i realize that i need you more than you need me. I still dont know exactly how that works. But its how i feel. And you break up with her a day or two before you are gunna see me because you ASKED to see me you wanted to and wanted to. I just want to lie to myself a little more and pretend that im not unhappy and that im not completley lonely . And i never cry anymore and im crying now. And my grandmother is coming home so now i have to stop.
and it ends
once again