rah
10 million dollars says i miss you
i went on a date the other week and the boy was completely awesome. It was so different and refreshing, but now its like pout. Back to the drawing board? Hes busy busy busy, or maybe hes a player. I think he might be a player. I dont really know. One date doesnt say much. I think i just dont know him well enough and we'll keep at that. But its like shit man if every boy i met had his personality i wouldnt feel so deprived all the time in every single relationship. Right? Ouija boards arent that fun. Oh well the fun is gone. Um... Tarot cards are dismal. But i have Tarot of the cat people. I grew up on that shit. Its what i live for.
in other news
why am i always stupid and always give in. Its all about my mood one day its okay and the next its not. Its okay Tonight because im lonely as shit. It wont be okay 2moro cuz ill have my head on my shoulders right?
but too late to turn back now.
So I just realized im a dumb driver. Im not as bad as i am dumb. I make a lot of stupid judgement calls that i know arent right because i get impatient and i dont like busy roads and i feel like im gunna get in a wreck and im spacy. Im really not that bad but i dunno.
Ugh driving
i need to get gas.
i went on a date the other week and the boy was completely awesome. It was so different and refreshing, but now its like pout. Back to the drawing board? Hes busy busy busy, or maybe hes a player. I think he might be a player. I dont really know. One date doesnt say much. I think i just dont know him well enough and we'll keep at that. But its like shit man if every boy i met had his personality i wouldnt feel so deprived all the time in every single relationship. Right? Ouija boards arent that fun. Oh well the fun is gone. Um... Tarot cards are dismal. But i have Tarot of the cat people. I grew up on that shit. Its what i live for.
in other news
why am i always stupid and always give in. Its all about my mood one day its okay and the next its not. Its okay Tonight because im lonely as shit. It wont be okay 2moro cuz ill have my head on my shoulders right?
but too late to turn back now.
So I just realized im a dumb driver. Im not as bad as i am dumb. I make a lot of stupid judgement calls that i know arent right because i get impatient and i dont like busy roads and i feel like im gunna get in a wreck and im spacy. Im really not that bad but i dunno.
Ugh driving
i need to get gas.