Its a better day
Yeah sleep always does good. Plus there are always thinks to look forward to in a new day.. Like how I got accepted for an internship for my field study :) Its a "go green" type company in Irvine thats an advocate for eco friendly sources of energy and functions as sort of a middle man to sign up homes and businesses with contractors that work with solar power, etc.
This is me covering my bases in case I decide no on optometry and yes on Grad school for public health :) I feel kind of special bc they interviewed 14-15 people and only picked two interns. I'm excited, we get to go on business lunches and have little field trips to LA and Anaheim, and I'm sure I'll get a letter on rec out of it too yay.
Reflecting on yesterdays post.. which was definitely emo and bitter.. I'm thinking that I should just let Wade get settled into his new job and see where he puts our relationship on his priority list. From the Hum Sex psych class I'm taking this quarter, we learned that women "find themselves" through the relationships they build, and men do so by their achievements and through their career. I could've guessed that myself, but its not entirely true because I know me and the majority of my girl friends pride themselves on their achievements as well. So I don't feel like being busy with work is significant enough of a justification for completeley blowing off your relationship. And you know what, yesterday I was emo, today I'm angry (not much better eh?) because I think being a boyfriend/girlfriend you have a list of obligations and duties to fulfill and I feel like I'm doing my job.. and he's not doing his. But like I said, I'm gonna give it a week or two (or till Val day) to see what happens.
This is me covering my bases in case I decide no on optometry and yes on Grad school for public health :) I feel kind of special bc they interviewed 14-15 people and only picked two interns. I'm excited, we get to go on business lunches and have little field trips to LA and Anaheim, and I'm sure I'll get a letter on rec out of it too yay.
Reflecting on yesterdays post.. which was definitely emo and bitter.. I'm thinking that I should just let Wade get settled into his new job and see where he puts our relationship on his priority list. From the Hum Sex psych class I'm taking this quarter, we learned that women "find themselves" through the relationships they build, and men do so by their achievements and through their career. I could've guessed that myself, but its not entirely true because I know me and the majority of my girl friends pride themselves on their achievements as well. So I don't feel like being busy with work is significant enough of a justification for completeley blowing off your relationship. And you know what, yesterday I was emo, today I'm angry (not much better eh?) because I think being a boyfriend/girlfriend you have a list of obligations and duties to fulfill and I feel like I'm doing my job.. and he's not doing his. But like I said, I'm gonna give it a week or two (or till Val day) to see what happens.