interesting
this weekend i think for the first time i have been really, truly happy. i dont know, we havent done much, but i feel good about everything we have done. the reason why, i think, is because i have pushed all the negative stuff out, trying to just be drama-free.
i heard something very insightful last night about me. people automatically hate me without really giving me a chance. makes sense. ive been told a lot of people have just decided to hate me without really giving me a chance. which is understandable, maybe sometimes i come off a little bit too strong for some people. which i can appreciate. all that i really care about is the friends i have right now. i like everyone and we all get along. which is great news. and also, im leaving this fucking place in a matter of months, which is bad and good.
the change will be nice.
what i have learned from this is that i need to give people a chance before i automatically make a judgment on them. i do that too often and usually i am forced to take a second look and i realize that either (a) they are not all that bad or (b) they are really cool.
i guess thats all i really had to say.
heres to a great senior year and to even greater times in our last few months :(
the last few months thing is a different story, one that i can tell later.
i heard something very insightful last night about me. people automatically hate me without really giving me a chance. makes sense. ive been told a lot of people have just decided to hate me without really giving me a chance. which is understandable, maybe sometimes i come off a little bit too strong for some people. which i can appreciate. all that i really care about is the friends i have right now. i like everyone and we all get along. which is great news. and also, im leaving this fucking place in a matter of months, which is bad and good.
the change will be nice.
what i have learned from this is that i need to give people a chance before i automatically make a judgment on them. i do that too often and usually i am forced to take a second look and i realize that either (a) they are not all that bad or (b) they are really cool.
i guess thats all i really had to say.
heres to a great senior year and to even greater times in our last few months :(
the last few months thing is a different story, one that i can tell later.