life in a nutshell....
is great.
so what if im grounded for two weeks? so what if im in hot water with my parents?
they dropped the academic miscounduct charges and failing the class. now it will just look like i never took the class.
im still happy, right?
yah.
last weekend was a blast.
friday tiffany brought over a bunch of her ia friends and we just had a party, bought some supplies, etc. had a good drunken time.
homecoming was amazing. i made out with all of these girls.... it was really weird, but i was really drunk.
i also made out with beckee's boyfriend, who is extremely hott. it was an accident and a lack of judgment on both parts. oh well.
everyone showed up at my house at 6:00 with the excursion limo and we had a crazy good time before we left. we all drank, i had a little bit too much, and then we left. everyone looked gorgeous. everyone got along.
drove to sweet lorianne's cafe and beckee's mom and dad came to take our picture. that was seriously the most fucked up picture ever. i just remember stumbling around and breaking abby's great grandmother's purse. everyone had a cigarette in hand and was mucho drunk. the picture will represent a highlight of my life. i stood next to my date, evan and near all of the gay guys.
dinner would have been much better if i wasnt drunk sick for it. threw up. felt better. by the time i got to the dance, i was feeling great.
em got us all into the dance, no troubles.
had a great time. made out with random people and really embaressed myself. it was good times.
i just danced the night away til we went to our limo and back to my house where the party began. people had sex, people got drunk, people threw up. thats all i have to say.
to be honest, the cleanup day was the best. sunday was amazing. it all started out with em, alix, and abby coming over. patrick and i hit the one-hitter a couple of times, all that. cleaned up. the house was immaculate. went to lunch with abby, did my thing.
it was a lot of fun. the party was worth everything, every drop of sweat, every cent.
carolyn and i are/were in a fight.
for some reason i cant help but acting strangely now. i will bitch out some of my best friends for no reason. i cant help but hurting my friends which is a problem. its not like im a raging alcoholic and its not like im moody, i just cant control speaking my emotions and letting people know if i dont like something they did. i cant contain, i cant filter. its getting to be a problem.
alas field day charity has started which is a bundle and a half of fun.
i want to go shopping.
ive been thinking a lot about jake lately. i kinda miss him in a weird way. i think everything is forgiven, but i still am upset. i just miss him. and it all happened because i bought this car air freshener i used when we were dating. its also getting cold outside. ugggg. why do i miss him? i shouldnt.
so what if im grounded for two weeks? so what if im in hot water with my parents?
they dropped the academic miscounduct charges and failing the class. now it will just look like i never took the class.
im still happy, right?
yah.
last weekend was a blast.
friday tiffany brought over a bunch of her ia friends and we just had a party, bought some supplies, etc. had a good drunken time.
homecoming was amazing. i made out with all of these girls.... it was really weird, but i was really drunk.
i also made out with beckee's boyfriend, who is extremely hott. it was an accident and a lack of judgment on both parts. oh well.
everyone showed up at my house at 6:00 with the excursion limo and we had a crazy good time before we left. we all drank, i had a little bit too much, and then we left. everyone looked gorgeous. everyone got along.
drove to sweet lorianne's cafe and beckee's mom and dad came to take our picture. that was seriously the most fucked up picture ever. i just remember stumbling around and breaking abby's great grandmother's purse. everyone had a cigarette in hand and was mucho drunk. the picture will represent a highlight of my life. i stood next to my date, evan and near all of the gay guys.
dinner would have been much better if i wasnt drunk sick for it. threw up. felt better. by the time i got to the dance, i was feeling great.
em got us all into the dance, no troubles.
had a great time. made out with random people and really embaressed myself. it was good times.
i just danced the night away til we went to our limo and back to my house where the party began. people had sex, people got drunk, people threw up. thats all i have to say.
to be honest, the cleanup day was the best. sunday was amazing. it all started out with em, alix, and abby coming over. patrick and i hit the one-hitter a couple of times, all that. cleaned up. the house was immaculate. went to lunch with abby, did my thing.
it was a lot of fun. the party was worth everything, every drop of sweat, every cent.
carolyn and i are/were in a fight.
for some reason i cant help but acting strangely now. i will bitch out some of my best friends for no reason. i cant help but hurting my friends which is a problem. its not like im a raging alcoholic and its not like im moody, i just cant control speaking my emotions and letting people know if i dont like something they did. i cant contain, i cant filter. its getting to be a problem.
alas field day charity has started which is a bundle and a half of fun.
i want to go shopping.
ive been thinking a lot about jake lately. i kinda miss him in a weird way. i think everything is forgiven, but i still am upset. i just miss him. and it all happened because i bought this car air freshener i used when we were dating. its also getting cold outside. ugggg. why do i miss him? i shouldnt.