I keep crying, when does it end?
So, Ben and I were supposed to get to school early to practice for jurries today. It didn't happen and then my blood sugar started acting up on top of my nerves. Not to mention I was up forever last night and went to bed feeling like crap b/c of the conversation I was having with a certain person. Ben woke up in a horrendous mood. And it automatically made my day that less appealing. I went to lunch before practicing. Found out I had to make jurry sheets b/c Judith didn't tell me I need them. BS'd my way through them.
My practice time was horrible. And Ben was still in a horrible mood which made me even more in a funk than I was. I feel like crap. And my jurry went atrociously. And I'm not just saying that. I am terrified of Bruce and Ellen. I thought that since I'd gotten to know them a little bit more this semester that I'd be better with them? NO! Quite the opposite. So much went wrong that shouldn't have. So much stuff that we had fixed LAST YEAR!!! At one point I reverted back to my old voice!!! How did THAT happen! not to mention Margaret and Malcom weren't there and Judith had to critique me. :( THAT'S never a good thing. And so I ended up being more nervous as well. I don't like the looks she had on her face. I got out of my jurry and ended up throwing up, and finding a corner and crying in.
Get to the kids house and get sent home early. They're having a pool installed. YAY! Oh yeah, I don't swim.
And then... does anyone have any idea how annoying it is to be stuck inside on a GORGEOUS day working on a final. And then take a break to practice a new song, and have 4 half naked guys play basket ball and shout obnoxious comments at you? Yeah.. could my day get much worse?
ah.. I have belly dance tonight. It just MIGHT get worse. ^O^
My practice time was horrible. And Ben was still in a horrible mood which made me even more in a funk than I was. I feel like crap. And my jurry went atrociously. And I'm not just saying that. I am terrified of Bruce and Ellen. I thought that since I'd gotten to know them a little bit more this semester that I'd be better with them? NO! Quite the opposite. So much went wrong that shouldn't have. So much stuff that we had fixed LAST YEAR!!! At one point I reverted back to my old voice!!! How did THAT happen! not to mention Margaret and Malcom weren't there and Judith had to critique me. :( THAT'S never a good thing. And so I ended up being more nervous as well. I don't like the looks she had on her face. I got out of my jurry and ended up throwing up, and finding a corner and crying in.
Get to the kids house and get sent home early. They're having a pool installed. YAY! Oh yeah, I don't swim.
And then... does anyone have any idea how annoying it is to be stuck inside on a GORGEOUS day working on a final. And then take a break to practice a new song, and have 4 half naked guys play basket ball and shout obnoxious comments at you? Yeah.. could my day get much worse?
ah.. I have belly dance tonight. It just MIGHT get worse. ^O^