Tough

Aug 23, 2008 15:57

Trevor moved to Santa Cruz today. He is living with his Great Uncle until september 1st, hopefully he'll have a place by then so i can move down with him and unpack everything for him and decorate and keep him company while finding a job for myself since is working his first shift at Costanoa Lodge right now =/
i already miss him so much =[
I should be happy thinking of our future together, but right now i can't get past the fact that we're apart for a while =[
he's everything to me and i feel so out of whack! I have an eye dr appointment monday at 2:30 i woke up today (late of course because i stayed at trevor's until 2 am) and rushed to take a shower and get ready. I rode my bike down to the eye dr's and the door was closed so i called them and the messaging surface answered and i was like ya i have an appt today and the door is locked and they said today? are you sure? and i'm like ya monday at 2:30 and she's like oh honey its only saturday.
He's only been gone ten hrs, but knowing i won't see him for ATLEAST a week is just throwing me off completely.
Tomorrow is the Organic Planet Festival. I've gone every single year and this year i have no one to go with =[ hopefully catherine and pella will want to go with me.
Life will be so much better in just a few weeks.
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