Second day stresses...
So, nothing is turning out right.
I was so spoiled this summer with making my own schedule and doing what I wanted and getting to fix my own meals and live in an actual house and depend on myself.
Caf food sucks more than I remember it did last year. I want to eat healthy, but I have to buy the stupid meal plan and eat food that is so unappealing. I feel like I've been turned full vegetarian when it comes to caf food. I had a roll, rice, cucumber slices, and mini carrots for lunch today. That's it. Then I went over to Courtney's and we had waffles and I definately miss living over there.
ANYWAYS...I'm stressed because I have a class that I don't know why I'm taking and I need to drop before 1pm tomorrow and sign up for a class to replace it. I don't know how I'm going to do that with not knowing when Don is available to change my schedule, but I'll have to figure something out. Then there's this 1 credit hour playwriting class that STILL has no day or time assigned to it and if I drop it then I can take another 3 hour class and get my full 18 hours for the semester.
It bothers me that they don't do degree plans until your Junior year here. I was ready for a degree plan after my first semester. I feel completely unorganized and behind on how many classes I should have taken and I don't know how I'm going to finish in just 4 years.
I've been offered the job to do sound for Beauty and the Beast over Christmas break. I've gotten no response from my parents on their opinion of whether or not I should take the job. It's frustrating. I know it would be so much cheaper for me to stay here, since I will be getting paid, but I've been told I should be with my family for Christmas. Yet, it's not like I'm planning on spending EVERY Christmas with them for the rest of my life, so I should start breaking away sometime right? Whatever. I just don't want to get yelled at for not working when I would be giving up a job to be there where they'd have to spend money on gas for me to get home and back and whatever presents they decide to get me. I don't care about presents, and although having family to spend the holidays with is nice, I'm not sure I could stay sane if I had to stay there for the whole 3 weeks of break. I've convinced myself to take the job, but I suppose I should let the parentals have a little say.
There are a million other things hanging over my head today. Some of which this is not the proper venue to discuss them and others because they are of a personal nature and its really none of anyone's business, so we'll leave it at that. I hope everyone's doing well.
Heather...call me if you need anything. I miss you terribly. Let me know what your address is!
I was so spoiled this summer with making my own schedule and doing what I wanted and getting to fix my own meals and live in an actual house and depend on myself.
Caf food sucks more than I remember it did last year. I want to eat healthy, but I have to buy the stupid meal plan and eat food that is so unappealing. I feel like I've been turned full vegetarian when it comes to caf food. I had a roll, rice, cucumber slices, and mini carrots for lunch today. That's it. Then I went over to Courtney's and we had waffles and I definately miss living over there.
ANYWAYS...I'm stressed because I have a class that I don't know why I'm taking and I need to drop before 1pm tomorrow and sign up for a class to replace it. I don't know how I'm going to do that with not knowing when Don is available to change my schedule, but I'll have to figure something out. Then there's this 1 credit hour playwriting class that STILL has no day or time assigned to it and if I drop it then I can take another 3 hour class and get my full 18 hours for the semester.
It bothers me that they don't do degree plans until your Junior year here. I was ready for a degree plan after my first semester. I feel completely unorganized and behind on how many classes I should have taken and I don't know how I'm going to finish in just 4 years.
I've been offered the job to do sound for Beauty and the Beast over Christmas break. I've gotten no response from my parents on their opinion of whether or not I should take the job. It's frustrating. I know it would be so much cheaper for me to stay here, since I will be getting paid, but I've been told I should be with my family for Christmas. Yet, it's not like I'm planning on spending EVERY Christmas with them for the rest of my life, so I should start breaking away sometime right? Whatever. I just don't want to get yelled at for not working when I would be giving up a job to be there where they'd have to spend money on gas for me to get home and back and whatever presents they decide to get me. I don't care about presents, and although having family to spend the holidays with is nice, I'm not sure I could stay sane if I had to stay there for the whole 3 weeks of break. I've convinced myself to take the job, but I suppose I should let the parentals have a little say.
There are a million other things hanging over my head today. Some of which this is not the proper venue to discuss them and others because they are of a personal nature and its really none of anyone's business, so we'll leave it at that. I hope everyone's doing well.
Heather...call me if you need anything. I miss you terribly. Let me know what your address is!