and so on and so on and so on
So basically, this is my story.
I havent updated in a really long time due to.... not feeling like it, and myspace is a way better place to be and livejournal is annoying and long and all I do is complain and most of you people dont read this anyways but just in case you would like to know about my life..... I'll share.
Uhm, I was dating this guy scratch that guy part i meant to say... BOY, brett last time i posted ... we broke up because he wanted to travel the world and i didnt want to go with him. But the real reason was because hes a scum bag and he hits on 14 year olds. But We also fought alot because he thought he was always right... when really i always was. :] I really liked him though, or atleast i think i did.. maybe i just liked the whole..."hes my boyfriend" thing. Probably. Oh and i saw him saturday night it was.. awkward considering he spread 487931 rumors about me and thought he was cool to all his friends.
Then i dated matt, long story short... we hated each other it lasted maybe 2 days. Hes a scum bag as well.
THEN, about a month ago i met this guy named ben who... i instantly fell in love with him as soon as i met him no joke. Then we dated for almost a month and then he dumped me most likely to date someone else... because hes a scum bag also. It was funny because im pretty sure i jinxed myself... I was just telling nicole a few days ago how happy i was and how i think bens a really great guy and how i dont think he would ever treat me like the rest of the guys i dated would and how i really trust him and i know were going to stay together for a while and i really honestly believed all of those things i said. and thennnn everything shitty happened. To be honest, I havent been this sad over a guy .. since M.J if anyone remembers that whole story. Which is wierd because me and ben only dated a short period of time but it kinda seems like longer. I dont really feel ... all together anymore. I kinda feel like this whole break up is a mistake. I feel like such an idiot right now because, i bet he thinks im some desperate bitch and thinks hes so cool because.. he knows i want him back. I commented on his myspace a really cute song... no response. I imed him... no repsonse. So im just gonna move on and stay away from venice faggots.
But "everything happens for a reason" or so ive been told. We all know thats never true. But im sticking with it for now.
So basically, guys are scum bags and its absolutly pointless to even get involved.
I remember now, why i stopped dating people after M.J Because this is what happenes and im not the right person for relationships. Im way to good for relationships might i add. Guys dont know how to handle anything. They just "up and leave" at the sign of anything good.
faggots.
Im sick of being lied to.
Im also very sick of ... being let down all the time.
Its not healthy.
I also dropped out of school about a week ago.
So everyone have fun talking shit on me now without me finding out all the time.
Im sure you guys will be excited to hear that.
Im planning on just getting my g.e.d.
My halloween was terrible i came home early and.... layed in bed for a really long time.
Ripped up some pictures and smoked lots of cigarettes.
speaking of cigarettes im out and i need some so it would be much apprectiated if someone would stop by and... loan me a pack or two or three....
Im actually debating wiether or not i should do the whole g.e.d thing or just go back to school and not miss any days. But i kinda like the sleeping all day waking up and leaving.
I need another boyfriend.
This weekend should be fun.
No more boundaries.
Im single....
Me and aubrey are like best friends, i reallly realllyyy love her to death.
Me and her are basically twins. Its awesome and we better hang out soon princess <3
:]
I just dont understand one day hes like you make me soo happy I love spending time with you and one day he misses me so much and then the next hes a completly different person.
Its crazy how fast people change... for the worst.
Im to confused right now.
bye.
I havent updated in a really long time due to.... not feeling like it, and myspace is a way better place to be and livejournal is annoying and long and all I do is complain and most of you people dont read this anyways but just in case you would like to know about my life..... I'll share.
Uhm, I was dating this guy scratch that guy part i meant to say... BOY, brett last time i posted ... we broke up because he wanted to travel the world and i didnt want to go with him. But the real reason was because hes a scum bag and he hits on 14 year olds. But We also fought alot because he thought he was always right... when really i always was. :] I really liked him though, or atleast i think i did.. maybe i just liked the whole..."hes my boyfriend" thing. Probably. Oh and i saw him saturday night it was.. awkward considering he spread 487931 rumors about me and thought he was cool to all his friends.
Then i dated matt, long story short... we hated each other it lasted maybe 2 days. Hes a scum bag as well.
THEN, about a month ago i met this guy named ben who... i instantly fell in love with him as soon as i met him no joke. Then we dated for almost a month and then he dumped me most likely to date someone else... because hes a scum bag also. It was funny because im pretty sure i jinxed myself... I was just telling nicole a few days ago how happy i was and how i think bens a really great guy and how i dont think he would ever treat me like the rest of the guys i dated would and how i really trust him and i know were going to stay together for a while and i really honestly believed all of those things i said. and thennnn everything shitty happened. To be honest, I havent been this sad over a guy .. since M.J if anyone remembers that whole story. Which is wierd because me and ben only dated a short period of time but it kinda seems like longer. I dont really feel ... all together anymore. I kinda feel like this whole break up is a mistake. I feel like such an idiot right now because, i bet he thinks im some desperate bitch and thinks hes so cool because.. he knows i want him back. I commented on his myspace a really cute song... no response. I imed him... no repsonse. So im just gonna move on and stay away from venice faggots.
But "everything happens for a reason" or so ive been told. We all know thats never true. But im sticking with it for now.
So basically, guys are scum bags and its absolutly pointless to even get involved.
I remember now, why i stopped dating people after M.J Because this is what happenes and im not the right person for relationships. Im way to good for relationships might i add. Guys dont know how to handle anything. They just "up and leave" at the sign of anything good.
faggots.
Im sick of being lied to.
Im also very sick of ... being let down all the time.
Its not healthy.
I also dropped out of school about a week ago.
So everyone have fun talking shit on me now without me finding out all the time.
Im sure you guys will be excited to hear that.
Im planning on just getting my g.e.d.
My halloween was terrible i came home early and.... layed in bed for a really long time.
Ripped up some pictures and smoked lots of cigarettes.
speaking of cigarettes im out and i need some so it would be much apprectiated if someone would stop by and... loan me a pack or two or three....
Im actually debating wiether or not i should do the whole g.e.d thing or just go back to school and not miss any days. But i kinda like the sleeping all day waking up and leaving.
I need another boyfriend.
This weekend should be fun.
No more boundaries.
Im single....
Me and aubrey are like best friends, i reallly realllyyy love her to death.
Me and her are basically twins. Its awesome and we better hang out soon princess <3
:]
I just dont understand one day hes like you make me soo happy I love spending time with you and one day he misses me so much and then the next hes a completly different person.
Its crazy how fast people change... for the worst.
Im to confused right now.
bye.