you didnt have to do it, but you did it anyway.

Aug 20, 2005 00:02

So Ive been thinking, I find it funny how everyone hates me.
I really dont give a fuck. Like sarasota is the shittiest place
on the planet. Everyone hates everyone and talks shit on everyone.
I have about 3- 5 true friends. That i know would always be there
for me. Nicole, jessica h, brittney L. and thats all i can think of
right now. Its not even getting on my nerves. and sometimes yes it does
upset me. But it makes me think to myself.. what the fuck.. why dont people
just leave me alone and stop being such faggots about shit. Everyone in srq
thinks they have a say in other peoples lives and they can get in everyone
elses buisness. Its pathetic that people think they have that much effect on
other people. Stop being immature bitches and act your age. If you can.
Im giving up on finding good friends. Ive figured out that... its really
not worth it, and everytime, yes everytime im going to be let down.

Im flattered. Thanks for making me, the most popular person in sarasota.
for being the most shit talked about girl in the world.

faggots.

But on to better things....
I really like my boyfriend alot. He told me that he loved me. alot.
and actually, im thinking that i love him too. I havent told him that yet.
Because Its only been a little while and hes the only one that makes me happy
on times when im really sad. I had so much fun today with him for .. the few
hours that we spent together. I love spending time with him and being with him and touching him and having him to myself. and TRUSTING him. and believing in everything i doubted for so long again.
I think i can get use to this/ him. <3
Hes what i deserve. Im going to do the right thing this time. Im not kidding.
Im ready. :]

new cell phone. 3563947.
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