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-chemical imbalances in my brain.
-the way I let them affect me.
-being sick to my stomach all day.
-no air conditioning and being unable to roll the passanger side window down in my car.
--being stuck in stop and go traffic when its hella hot in said car with said conditions.
+having a nice time at work.
+kyle tickling me. Dudes a cutie, no lie.
+good laughs.
+good talks about russels lisp and auntie kimora.
+being stoked for jasm's dinner tomorrow and getting dressed up.
-i might be latttteeeeeee.
+ang coming to see my place.
-no one else really wants to.
-not really having anyone the fits the definition of a friend. As in, no one to hang with or have many long conversations with or even a nice phone cal with. Its weird and I hate it.
+joking about a hostess sleepover at dougs. He's a got a pool ladies. Haha.
-joking about a hostess sleepover at dougs. Hey, girls gotta give herself time to get over things.
-awkwardness set on my potential relationships and the ways they're weaved with lies to keep it from me.
+getting back on track with said people one on one. Not when both are present, however.
+san ramon.
-missing a lot school.
+good report card regardless of missed school.
-missing chi.
+trips. Washington to visit dom, arizona for micks 18th, ny for my 18th, hopefully chi.
++++++seeing christopher in june. I miss his punk ass.
++++the new book being released on the 8th of june. Sooooo excited. So excited.
+7 more weeks, bitches. So stoked. Not even sad or scared. Just stoked.
+knowing amazing people like lauren galvin who send me nice messages and completely allow me to be on their level.
Lifes okay for today.
Today as in, yesterday...considering its 3:12am and I never sleep anymore.
-the way I let them affect me.
-being sick to my stomach all day.
-no air conditioning and being unable to roll the passanger side window down in my car.
--being stuck in stop and go traffic when its hella hot in said car with said conditions.
+having a nice time at work.
+kyle tickling me. Dudes a cutie, no lie.
+good laughs.
+good talks about russels lisp and auntie kimora.
+being stoked for jasm's dinner tomorrow and getting dressed up.
-i might be latttteeeeeee.
+ang coming to see my place.
-no one else really wants to.
-not really having anyone the fits the definition of a friend. As in, no one to hang with or have many long conversations with or even a nice phone cal with. Its weird and I hate it.
+joking about a hostess sleepover at dougs. He's a got a pool ladies. Haha.
-joking about a hostess sleepover at dougs. Hey, girls gotta give herself time to get over things.
-awkwardness set on my potential relationships and the ways they're weaved with lies to keep it from me.
+getting back on track with said people one on one. Not when both are present, however.
+san ramon.
-missing a lot school.
+good report card regardless of missed school.
-missing chi.
+trips. Washington to visit dom, arizona for micks 18th, ny for my 18th, hopefully chi.
++++++seeing christopher in june. I miss his punk ass.
++++the new book being released on the 8th of june. Sooooo excited. So excited.
+7 more weeks, bitches. So stoked. Not even sad or scared. Just stoked.
+knowing amazing people like lauren galvin who send me nice messages and completely allow me to be on their level.
Lifes okay for today.
Today as in, yesterday...considering its 3:12am and I never sleep anymore.