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[j_brannan]

last time i saw you
you were floating up a flight
on your way back to the heavens
and even though sad
i knew you had to go
for the good work is never done

i watched with watered eyes
until you were gone
away again
and i love how it breaks me
each and every
without fail

you gave me more this time
more than ever before
but anything less than forever
will never be enough
my love for you is insatiable
the eternal kind

and i still think about you far too much
like a ringing in my ears
but this is nothing new
it has been this way for quite a while now
i feel helpless
uncontrollable
a servant to my heart
and my mind an instrument for you

Jan 2005