Jul 17, 2005 20:26
in my head
sometimes i just need to give hugs and cuddle.
talking with leah makes me happy
and hyper
and reminisce,
and project into the future of my daydreamings
and glum people make me feel bad too.
i don't like
how hot it is on top of that.
but maybe it's better
than being
glum and cold.
however,
the rain drops should
cool the earth, piece by
piece..
le sigh,
respire
je cherche plein air pour le corps
le visage ça fait semblance je pense
i seek
i just keep seeking
i dont even know
i dont get to get what im after, certainly
but how do i even know what that is?
je pense que peut-être, il peut comprendre mon avis
mais dans la tête, c'est un peu bizarre
je désire les bras, t'embrasser... mais tu ne sais pas?
et si tu sais, il n'est jamais une bonne chose
en général, tu sais. mais je pense que c'est tout
tu ne sens pas la même
tu ne portages pas les idées
et je suis seul
seule et froid
wow i needed to write! but i guess all the english has been holding me back.
et je dois étudier beaucoup!
and i should play more guitar, too, while i still feel in a remotely creative mood. it's been like that with my vocabulary today. i can dig it.
[danncin on the corpses ashes!!] i needed to hear that today. the next time i get in my car i think im gonna listen to all of the ATDI album, because ive neglected it, and i'm only familiar with like 2-3 songs from the whole thing.. kinda sad. but i do that sometimes. with a lot of things, there are several albums i just never got around to hearing.
not to mention there are so many albums i just never even had a chance to hear, and i neeeed them!! most definitely! so im gonna request people mail me CDs or something hehe.
i'm about to bust!
ciao.