Sep 17, 2007 22:46
hung out again and it was quite eventful. we drove around and talked and jumped around on the maze craze and changed a tire. i decided that im asking her out for real tommorow 'cause nobody makes me as happy as she does.
kel almost broke up with alex.
i played guitar alot today, i worked 7-10. i saw rachel's soccer game. she was pretty good. the best on the field at least.
wtf i cant even highlight stuff dammit.
so big day tommorow i guess???
EDIT:
i think the reason i havent asked her out yet is that im afraid. its like that line in good will hunting, when he tells her why he didnt call. "because everythings perfect right now". but whatever things have to change and thats life.
plus i realized that i completely fucked rob over by not going to sushi on friday night. i feel like an asshole, which is what he called me. but i decided this (and this is very important): everybody, no matter how good they try to be, ends up doing cruel things to other people. intentionally or not, shit happens. but the difference is if you are sorry or not. an asshole isnt sorry. a good person is.