No really I do. It's totally uninteresting, because I make it so. I'll spare you the I'm-a-failure-blah-blah rant, but that's how I feel ( Read more... )

I've had this song stuck in my head all morning, since I heard it on Virgin Radio. They were giving weekend tickets for V Festival, so I tried to play but someone else got them. Damn. I could have done with a holiday in the middle of August ( Read more... )

Despair is all I can feel today? I'm so tired I can barely stand on my feet, and it's too hot outside. All I want is to lie on bed and sleep for days, except that I can't sleep. The idea of the two busy weeks ahead of me and the Eurocks festival at the weekend makes me want to cry, lol. But at least I'll be having a good time with friends, so I ( Read more... )

My oral presentation is in 15 minutes, and I know I'll be fine and all but I'm still so bloody nervous. Jesus, I can't wait for it to be over. Then I can party tonight!!

*crosses fingers*

Today's not a good day. Though it's a bit better than yesterday. I think I spent most part of yesterday crying for no reason. Just my nerves. I'm putting such a pressure on myself to finish this bloody memoire in time. It all came out yesterday, and I was unable to do any useful work. I'm running so late it's terrible. My mood's a bit better today ( Read more... )

A month and a half ago, I was in London and posted a card to Hela. It arrived today. TODAY! What the fuck?! Did it travel around the world a couple of times or what? France is just across the channel for god's sake ( Read more... )

God I feel terribly tense today. Stupid memoire. I'm so stressed. I'm supposed to start writing Part 2 today but I'm way too nervous to concentrate. I know I can do it, I don't doubt that, but I'm still terribly stressed about it. Silly me. I'm completely restless ( Read more... )

I woke up experiencing a lovely little panic attack... I just started thinking about the amount of work I had to squeeze in so little time, and started freaking out badly. I made a detailed list of all the things I had to read, write, etc and there are so many! I only ruled one out.. ugh. I'm gonna have to email my supervisor to know the exact date ( Read more... )

I've been feeling a bit odd today. Not down, just.. weird. I guess it has to do with me having a lot of really twisted, strange dreams last night. There was something about my sunglasses being broken and the shop not wanting to fix them for me. Pretty stupid topic, but it got me so mad and upset in the dream, I woke up feeling terribly angry and ( Read more... )

I'm off to London tomorrow, till Wednesday. I'm feeling a bit nervous because it's my final research for my memoire, and I'm still not sure about what I need exactly. I'm gonna have to work on that this afternoon ( Read more... )