The show must go on...

Oct 02, 2007 17:33

What a beautiful but sad song am I listening to... WMP knows how to choose the right song for a precise moment.

So Steve's left Placebo... I can't really say how that makes me feel since I actually don't feel a thing. It's the end of something for sure. I would even say that for me it's the end of Placebo, even though Brian and Stef are continuing. Funny that, I thought they said they would split the band if one of them was to leave... Nevermind. It makes me sad, even though I can't feel it yet. I don't think I fully realise what this implies, not yet. I've listened to that band for 8 years, been a fan for 4 years, and it's over. It's odd. Steve's leaving and Bri and Stef are gonna come up with some electro oddity, before eventually going their own separate way... And it'll be over, just like that. Bah.
I can't even begin to imagine a life without Placebo. I know this sounds awfully pathetic but they mean a lot to me. Not only their music, but all that goes with it. I've met so many people who became really close friends thanks to this band. I've met people who are like me, who I can be myself with. Thanks to those people, I've changed, evolved, became someone better I think, became more confident. Placebo had nothing to do with this technically, but they were the cause of it all, the starting point. It's weird to think it is over. It makes me sort of nostalgic. At least I'm keeping my friends lol.
It also makes me paranoid about other bands I love and would die to see splitting up, such as Muse. God I'd probably jump out the window XD though I can't see that happening any time soon, they all seem to get along pretty well about what they do. I sort of knew all those American tours Placebo did recently weren't a good thing, hammering their music on poor Americans who didn't give a crap lol. You should never force art on someone. Oh well. I suppose there's nothing we can do about it but go on, so I'll do just that and get my Cebo tat at long last, as a last memory XD

I went to uni today to talk with my teacher about my project. He thought the idea was excellent and was sort of impressed to see I wanted to start on something so different from what the others would do. Most of the others will have to do research in books only, but I'll have to travel and do research in Camden, cos my project is more sociological than historical... But that should be fun hehe.

Now I'm gonna sulk about Steve instead of writing that paper on Religion in Hamlet, cos I just can't be bothered, even if I have to hand it in on Thursday...

mood, placebo, uni, music

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