May 28, 2006 02:52
It's been a lot of fun so far this summer, hanging out with "Team Couples" lol and hangin out with everyone else, when theyre not being stupid...
After whats happened this year you would think certain people would take a look at how ridiculous they are being and realize that whatever it is thats bugging them is not even worth all the energy and time. It is pretty ridiculous that one of my best friends feels he cant hang out with our group because he feels like the "3rd wheel." I'm pretty sure that almost all of my friends have pretty much forgotten about me at some point in the past to pursue a relationship or new friendship. And I've hung out with them while being the "3rd wheel" all the time!! (Dane and Sherri) Yet they get mad at me for being in a relationship???? I've done nothing but support my friends with all their decisions and I get repaid by disrespect and being stabbed in the back by a chain of lies by two of my best friends... That I have to say is very very $hitty. Atleast we have all put forth an effort to hang out, but its hard to do so when they dont pick up their phone or call back... Were adults now so lets act like it... I hung out with Brad and Amanda today for thewhole day while being the third wheel so I don't want to hear about that. Its not a big deal, were friends so its ok.......
On a lighter note... Tonight was a lot of fun. A bunch of us went to Amandas to have a bonfire. We saw Justin Dobie which was pretty cool, he's really nice still. We saw a shooting star and it was apparently Amandas first shooting star she has ever seen. Ashley you just missed that when you left.
I really like how things are going right now. I don't want anything to change. It scares me to even think about...
I want to say sorry to all those who were close to Emily and Chelsea. I know exactly what you are going through right now, and it is not an easy time. I didn't know either of them at all, but I wouldn't want anyone to go through the pain of loosing someone close to them. It really is another eye opener as to just how precious this life we are given is. It's scary to think that everything can change in just a split second...
I have to say it hasn't really gotten easier for me with the loss we suffered with Chris... I'm constantly reminded of him during conversations with friends and family and it hurts. I was looking through pictures the other day from prom and that summer and I found a picture of the 3 amigos. That was mr. Plunketts nickname for Justin, Chris and I lol. I am gonna go get it laminated and take it to the site probably tommorrow...
Well It's 3 in the morning and I'm starting to get a little tired so I should go to bed now. I will see or talk to some of you tommorrow!