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[izzyworship]

Suddenly last night my throat got sore. It feels as if a small creature crawled into my throat and stabbed it a hundred times with a little dagger.
Moving hurts.
I should sleep and rest, but I can't.
I need to do work.
I can't afford this.
Not now.
I will not fall behind
I will not fall behind
I can't fall behind

crap