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This past week has gone by rather smoothly. Ingrid is on the mend. Though she insites on getting the demon head stuff and has put it in her room. I think it's a little gross, but if Irene can deal with it it's her roomate. Penn as proud as a peacock about Ingrid slaying talents. Or at least he was crowing about it and I must not have had a happy look on my face cause he hasn't said it again around me. It's not that I'm not proud of her myself, its just lets not encourage anyone to actually be out there doing the slaying thing on a normal basis. Or at least give me time to cope with fact that they even have to know about these things before one of them decides to do the slaying thing. Anyways she's doing alot better and I'm glad she wasn't scarred for life over this incident.
Eva got back this morning or last night or I'm not exactly sure. I was starting to get worried, cause I knew Yuffie and Benny went to get them on Friday. I guess I was right to be worried, cause Eva called later today and told me all that had happened. Just, gah. I can't believe anyones flesh and blood could do that. I look at the kids, and yeah I know I'm not their actually parent, but still even then I could never ever imagine what kind of person could look at there kids and not be overwhelmed with love and the need to protect them. Sure as hell not leave them for dead with the mob. It just blows my mind. My own dad was an ass, and not very nice to be around somedays, but I think I can be certain he would never leave me for dead, well not in a literal sense. Just boggles my mind. I don't know, this is all fucked up, and from what Eva said her dad from this world has been sniffing around them. I don't like it. I called Tarvis and asked him to look into this guy for me. Not that it'll change what happened with her dad, but you know maybe theres some dirt they can use on this one and you know punishment by proxy. I told Eva I would let her recoup for a couple days and then come see her, but if she needed something to just call, anytime.
Saturday was the memorial at Ralphs. India came along with me and Penn. It was good to see everyone again. Though the emotions floating around the room were kind of hard to take al at once. I was grateful Penn was there, whenever thing got to be too much I would just grab his hand and feel better. It was nice though. Not overly sad. It's definitely the way I'd want things if I hadn't made it out of that. A party, not some sad event. Something where the people who cared about me could come together and laugh and drink and tell stories. Though it near broke my heart to watch the video Andrew made, though he did a beautiful job with it. It was all bittersweet.
I haven't been able to sleep for shit these past couple week. Whenever I do fall asleep, its only for a little bit and I wake up terrified. I have no idea what the hell is going on. Last night was the worse though, I woke up crying. For some reason all I wanted to do was go down to Penns and curl up in his arms. In the end I decided not to, I didnt want to wake him up just because I had a bad dream or whatever the hell it was. I've pretty much given up on trying to sleep. Though I should really try, tomorrow I'm meeting with a new client and it probably wouldn't look good it if I was all stupid from lack of sleep.
Eva got back this morning or last night or I'm not exactly sure. I was starting to get worried, cause I knew Yuffie and Benny went to get them on Friday. I guess I was right to be worried, cause Eva called later today and told me all that had happened. Just, gah. I can't believe anyones flesh and blood could do that. I look at the kids, and yeah I know I'm not their actually parent, but still even then I could never ever imagine what kind of person could look at there kids and not be overwhelmed with love and the need to protect them. Sure as hell not leave them for dead with the mob. It just blows my mind. My own dad was an ass, and not very nice to be around somedays, but I think I can be certain he would never leave me for dead, well not in a literal sense. Just boggles my mind. I don't know, this is all fucked up, and from what Eva said her dad from this world has been sniffing around them. I don't like it. I called Tarvis and asked him to look into this guy for me. Not that it'll change what happened with her dad, but you know maybe theres some dirt they can use on this one and you know punishment by proxy. I told Eva I would let her recoup for a couple days and then come see her, but if she needed something to just call, anytime.
Saturday was the memorial at Ralphs. India came along with me and Penn. It was good to see everyone again. Though the emotions floating around the room were kind of hard to take al at once. I was grateful Penn was there, whenever thing got to be too much I would just grab his hand and feel better. It was nice though. Not overly sad. It's definitely the way I'd want things if I hadn't made it out of that. A party, not some sad event. Something where the people who cared about me could come together and laugh and drink and tell stories. Though it near broke my heart to watch the video Andrew made, though he did a beautiful job with it. It was all bittersweet.
I haven't been able to sleep for shit these past couple week. Whenever I do fall asleep, its only for a little bit and I wake up terrified. I have no idea what the hell is going on. Last night was the worse though, I woke up crying. For some reason all I wanted to do was go down to Penns and curl up in his arms. In the end I decided not to, I didnt want to wake him up just because I had a bad dream or whatever the hell it was. I've pretty much given up on trying to sleep. Though I should really try, tomorrow I'm meeting with a new client and it probably wouldn't look good it if I was all stupid from lack of sleep.