Rehab Update

[izzabizza]

Hello all. I'm just saying I am starting Out Patient and this means no contact with anyone from home for the next 11 weeks or so. I want to get sober, but I always have the urges to get high. I cried today, yesterday, and the day before, but friends here are like friends I have never had before. In an instant they were already my brothers and

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So I`m back in town again now......doesnt effect u...im rambeling...fuck

[anonymous]

Hey love, it`s Heather. Got home today from the beach....I went into this poster place last night at the beach...it was really cool....I kept seein all of these posters that reminded me of you and randall. I saw the graetful dead, bob marley, janis joplin...etc. I was just like wow.....shit...I really fuckin miss Lizz....and I cant see her when I come back home. Made me a lil dperessed thinkin bout it. But its cool man, I know that ur in a better place right now....that makes u sound like you are dead....lol....yeah you know what I`m sayin. I`m glad how cool the people there are and how tight they are...sounds like hippies.....and that alone makes me happy. I had a break through in my life this week...like...a spiritual thing....I was walkin on the beach one night, and I sat down and just looked at the sky and the ocean for the longest time talking to myself in my head and out loud too. Just being there, put alot of things in my life into a different perspective for me. Your the only hippie friend I have, and damnit some things people dont understand. Its shit. I hope that you dont like it there too much that you dont wanna come back home...cause heather would be majorly sad like woah. No joke though, you know that I love you. Maybe those people are better there for you, but I`l always be here for ya grasshopper, and you know that. I walked yes walked to see ur sister at the day school......that kid is so worried about u, she`s a good kid, she actually stayed over the house the night b4 i left for the beach w/ randall. Wow, ur sister stayed here b4 u did....sad.....wierd?? Ok, but I`m wicked tired, and school starts back up again tmrrw....fuck. Oh well, its life. Alrigt, well comment back when u can cause I miss you damnit!!!! and I love you damnit!!!! Ah and as always.......Peace n' Love xoxo
~*Heatha*~