so today was my first day to get out of the house since what happened with vlad. It was ok, and i realized today that i just need to keep going, he wouldn't want me to be this sad. so i'm going to try and enjoy what time i have left with him to my fullest. My roommate skye started pushing me today to do stuff, and i know that she's right, i can't just mope about, so i'm gonna start little by little to clean and pick up the pieces.
My manager at work gave me a little stuffed black cat that looks kinda like vlad when he got his first bath...it made me giggle. i thought that it was really sweet of her.
I was listning to my mp3 player today and heard lifehouse's song Broken....that seems to fit what i'm going through exactly.
well in conclusion i'm going to try and move on as best i can. it hurts but is the right thing to do.
here's a picture of my baby. i love him and always will
see, isn't he sweet....and he's as sweet as he looks....although a bit talkative >__< one of my other friends is going to dig out some pictures that she has of him..when she does i'll put them up here too.