well now i know

[izumiwright]

well the other day my roommate skye helped me take vlad to the vet and he has kidney failure. His kidney's aren't filtering so the urine content that he is putting out is almost the same as water (1%) so the vet gave him some antibiotics and fluid and sent him home. He isn't in much pain i don't think, and im gonna start giving him melatonin today most likely so that he will rest through the worst part of it. there is not hope for a recovery, so the best that i can do is make his last few days/week comfortable. The vet said that some will live 3 days while others a week. he passed the 3 day mark today, so any day now he will pass. I love him and can't imagine what i'm going to do without him....there is already a vlad shaped hole in my heart. i will make it, he would want me to be strong, but it still sucks. I am just happy for what time i have had with him.

When he passes i will make another post that has pictures of my baby...but until then i think that i'm going to take a break.