Oh man, my graduation starts approximately in an hour and a half. @A@. Finally, high school is going to be over soon and off I go to university! It's just more and more learnings, isn't it? I'm never going to just relax. orz ( Read more... )

Well, it seems like a few old wounds got picked at again.

I thought it'd be like before and I can calmly and smoothly get over it but last night... made me realize that this time might be a bit harder than previously. I wonder if he realizes I still feel that way around him while he's being so lax around others? I probably shouldn't try again until ( Read more... )

AW MAN.. I really miss being able to use my computer ( Read more... )

I noticed that a lot of my posts lately have been somewhat a little more... depressing than my usual entries (mostly because I never really bothered to do anything substantial with these sort of things). I'm sure that once I get my report card, I'll stop doing these sort of posts (or a tremendous increase of them depending on what happens). But ( Read more... )

 

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 Oh man. Today's the day. It's do or die here.

... DANG. I hate it when Mika's right. "Love's gonna get you down".

EDIT.

Well, that was a nice failure. Or a tie.

I don't really know what to call it in a situation like this.

WARGH.

IT'S TOO SOON. IT'S COMING TOO SOON. -rolls-

My god, how am I going to say it? GODDAMN IT, HOW AM I GOING TO SAY IT.

orz. Maybe if I don't think about it, it'll happen naturall-WHAT AM I SAYING. NO IT WON'T.

Valentines Day, no matter how profitable or comericial, still sucks. orz.

 I immediately regret posting that photo.

-sigh-

I just.. don't feel like a human any more. I have grown so tired of everything. The same old things, old habits which never end; it's all grown so tideous and useless. I feel as though, I have become a plaything for everyone. I feel as if I don't have control over anything.

I realized this after I had finished eating an egg. My mom came up to ( Read more... )