In another life [english ver.]
And here's another yama, this is another fanfic that I've wrote a long time ago~
I really forgot to post it, but here is xD
I hope you like it <3
Pairing: Yama pair.
Betaed by: addierabudabu
Genre: Songfic, angst.
Length: Drabble.
Rating: PG-13.
Disclairmer: I've only own the plot.
Summary: Satoshi and Sho's relationship is too damaged, and there's no way to fix it out.
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“I'm tired of you telling me what I have to do!”
.
“And I'm sick of your jealousy and your childish behavior!”
.
“If you're sick of me, then you know what you have to do...” He murmured before leaving the room and slamming the door behind his back.
.
“Satoshi, no...” I whispered softly, watching the closed door, sighing loudly for the nth time. This couldn’t be happening again, not again...
.
Recently, Satoshi and I, we did nothing but arguing again and again for no reason, every time we ended up saying mean things to each other, hurting us constantly and breaking down what we had built with so much love.
.
I sat on the bed, feeling like I was losing strength in my legs and feeling the hole that I had in my chest kept on growing. I loved him too much; Ohno was absolutely everything for me, but I felt like I couldn’t do this anymore. I had lost faith in us and unfortunately, our relationship wouldn’t be able to continue. We’d ended up hating each other, and I didn’t want that kind of ending for us.
.
I had given him all of me; he always said that I was the only person with whom he would share his whole life with. I also thought in that way as well at first, but in the course of time I realized if you wanted to be happy with someone, it required more being in love.
.
I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world…
.
Not always in life you could have whatever you wanted, and it cost me a lot to understand it. And I finally understand it now…
.
Even though Ohno and I love each other, even though what we had was so intense, even though we had a lot of fights and make-ups, we were not made for each other and he knew it.
.
Both knew it.
.
You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
.
I tried to fix our relationship, trying to turn back to how it was before; that we could get along like it was before; where jealousy and arguments, so many screams and tears not existed. But at times like this, I found it impossible to see improvement in our relationship, perhaps because both of us were broken or if not, because we were late to realize that it was beyond repair anymore.
.
The way you're holding on to me,
Makes me feel like I can't breathe.
Just let me go, just let me go;
It just won't feel right inside,
God knows I've tried…
.
I didn’t want dinner; I just took a shower and lay down on my bed trying to sleep, but it was also impossible for me - I wasn’t able to sleep when Satoshi and I were fighting. After a long while, I saw Satoshi quietly came into the room; he undressed and lay down beside me, facing away from me. I felt my eyes filed with tears.
.
We wouldn’t be able to continue this way.
.
At that moment, I mentally repeated what I had said hours earlier. Sometimes, to be happy with someone, you needed to feel more than love; Satoshi and I loved each other, but this wasn’t enough. And both knew it.
.
Maybe we'll be together again,
Sometime, in another life…
In another life.
Song: In Another life - The Veronicas.
I really forgot to post it, but here is xD
I hope you like it <3
Pairing: Yama pair.
Betaed by: addierabudabu
Genre: Songfic, angst.
Length: Drabble.
Rating: PG-13.
Disclairmer: I've only own the plot.
Summary: Satoshi and Sho's relationship is too damaged, and there's no way to fix it out.
.
“I'm tired of you telling me what I have to do!”
.
“And I'm sick of your jealousy and your childish behavior!”
.
“If you're sick of me, then you know what you have to do...” He murmured before leaving the room and slamming the door behind his back.
.
“Satoshi, no...” I whispered softly, watching the closed door, sighing loudly for the nth time. This couldn’t be happening again, not again...
.
Recently, Satoshi and I, we did nothing but arguing again and again for no reason, every time we ended up saying mean things to each other, hurting us constantly and breaking down what we had built with so much love.
.
I sat on the bed, feeling like I was losing strength in my legs and feeling the hole that I had in my chest kept on growing. I loved him too much; Ohno was absolutely everything for me, but I felt like I couldn’t do this anymore. I had lost faith in us and unfortunately, our relationship wouldn’t be able to continue. We’d ended up hating each other, and I didn’t want that kind of ending for us.
.
I had given him all of me; he always said that I was the only person with whom he would share his whole life with. I also thought in that way as well at first, but in the course of time I realized if you wanted to be happy with someone, it required more being in love.
.
I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world…
.
Not always in life you could have whatever you wanted, and it cost me a lot to understand it. And I finally understand it now…
.
Even though Ohno and I love each other, even though what we had was so intense, even though we had a lot of fights and make-ups, we were not made for each other and he knew it.
.
Both knew it.
.
You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
.
I tried to fix our relationship, trying to turn back to how it was before; that we could get along like it was before; where jealousy and arguments, so many screams and tears not existed. But at times like this, I found it impossible to see improvement in our relationship, perhaps because both of us were broken or if not, because we were late to realize that it was beyond repair anymore.
.
The way you're holding on to me,
Makes me feel like I can't breathe.
Just let me go, just let me go;
It just won't feel right inside,
God knows I've tried…
.
I didn’t want dinner; I just took a shower and lay down on my bed trying to sleep, but it was also impossible for me - I wasn’t able to sleep when Satoshi and I were fighting. After a long while, I saw Satoshi quietly came into the room; he undressed and lay down beside me, facing away from me. I felt my eyes filed with tears.
.
We wouldn’t be able to continue this way.
.
At that moment, I mentally repeated what I had said hours earlier. Sometimes, to be happy with someone, you needed to feel more than love; Satoshi and I loved each other, but this wasn’t enough. And both knew it.
.
Maybe we'll be together again,
Sometime, in another life…
In another life.
Song: In Another life - The Veronicas.