The way I feel [English ver.]
I've wrote this drabble like two years ago and I decided to traslate because one of my friends goes crazy with the last Sakumiya photo shoot, because they looks like "senpai-kouhai" there, so that's why I'm sharing this. I hope you like it ^^
Pairing: Sakumiya.
Betaed by: addierabudabu
Genre: Fluff.
Length: Drabble.
Rating: PG-13.
Disclairmer: I've only own the plot.
Summary: Nino can't concentrate in class and he feels nervous because of his senpai, so Sho is going to help him to fly away those nervousness.
The fact of having him close to me was a temptation.
.
It was totally impossible to ignore the amount of emotions intertwined inside of me when I looked into his eyes. I couldn’t stop imagining how would it feel to have his hands touching my skin; how would his lips taste like, feeling his solid body over mine. How would I feel between his arms...
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“Ninomiya-kun... are you listening?” The sound of his voice brought me back to reality. I looked up from the book that I pretended to read and stared at his brown eyes gazing at me with a playful glint.
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“Huh?” I raised an eyebrow, totally disoriented, shaking my head seconds later. The other man formed a carefree smile at my answer.
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“I thought so. You should pay more attention, if you don’t pass the exam to enter college, I’ll feel guilty.” He whispered softly, looking into my eyes. “You need to concentrate, Ninomiya-kun.”
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“But how the heck can I concentrate, if you’re the person with whom I can’t stop fantasizing even for a second!?” I cried out to myself, making a serious look, pointing out that I cared about what he said.
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“I'm paying attention, senpai... it was only at this moment that I began to think nonsense.” I muttered, feeling embarrassed; I didn’t like being scolded, and even more, being scolded by him. If only he knew that he was the only reason that distracted me sometimes while he was helping me with my studies.
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Sho was in his senior year of college, and he had kindly offered to give me some private lessons in order to pass the entrance exam in spring. Ever since we met in high school, I’ve always liked him, but now, seeing each other almost everyday, made my feelings for him increased in an impressive way. I could say that I was crazy about him and there was nothing I could do to stop that.
.
“Anyway, in any case I can explain this method again. I don’t know if this will appear in the exam or not, but it never hurts to know a bit of financial mathematics, right?” He asked with a smile that melted my bones. I nodded slowly, afraid that my nerves would betray me this time.
.
I ducked my face down, turning to pay attention to the book that was in front of me, which I’ve only read the first line over and over again without being able to concentrate.
.
“A- Arigatou, senpai...” I whispered quietly, flashing a shy smile. He sat beside me and stared at me for a few seconds before he spoke again.
.
“Why are you so nervous?”
.
“I'm not nervous.” I insisted, trying to sound convincing.
.
“Yeah sure, and I'm Lady Gaga’s nephew.” I smiled when I heard him, shaking my head again.
.
“Of course you're not her nephew, but seriously, I'm not nervous...” I stopped when I noticed my senpai moving closer to me; too close, to be honest.
.
“And now? You’re not nervous?” He whispered near my ear, though it wasn’t needed since we were alone in the living room of his small apartment. I was silent; I felt my lips went dry and my heart was pounding so hard against my chest. I was totally confused; I didn’t know what to do.
.
“I’ll ask you the question again… am I the one who makes you nervous?”
“You're too close to me, how couldn’t I be nervous?” I said this time, trying not to look at him.
.
“So is my closeness affecting you?” His warm breath collided against my lips, urging me to decrease the almost nonexistent distance between our lips and kiss him as always I had wished. “I can make your nervousness disappear, if you'll let me, of course...”
.
“If you know how, then do it now.” I whispered with my heart pounding excitedly, wanting, wanting him to do it in that fucking moment.
.
Then he did it.
.
His mouth was connected with mine slowly; his lips moved gently over mine, making my senses began to fail. The world and everything else had stopped and only the two of us existed as our lips were melted into that wonderful and unexpected kiss.
.
Sho removed the book that was resting on my lap and started caressing my legs over the pants, making me sigh in pure pleasure. I made my way between his full lips, inserting my tongue into his mouth, covering every millimeter of it slowly, taking my time to know it before I finally rub it against his own tongue, feeling electricity running down to my spine.
.
My hands were over his cheeks, holding his face to avoid him pulling away from me even for a second. I didn’t want to stop; I wanted to continue getting intoxicated with the delicious taste of his lips and the touch of his tongue. A gasp escaped from my lips, and fell on Sho’s mouth. His hands went up to my waist, grabbing my shirt hard as he pulled my bottom lip with his teeth before we pull apart to breath.
.
“Are you still nervous?” He asked, pressing his forehead against mine, both trying to catch up on air.
.
“Finally, after this, I'm not...” I whispered with a slight burning sensation in my cheeks.
.
“I promise that whenever you feel that way, I'll help you...” Sho replied smiling again.
.
“Then I'll always be nervous.” I finally said leaning down to kiss him again.
.
Definitely, financial mathematics could wait.
Pairing: Sakumiya.
Betaed by: addierabudabu
Genre: Fluff.
Length: Drabble.
Rating: PG-13.
Disclairmer: I've only own the plot.
Summary: Nino can't concentrate in class and he feels nervous because of his senpai, so Sho is going to help him to fly away those nervousness.
The fact of having him close to me was a temptation.
.
It was totally impossible to ignore the amount of emotions intertwined inside of me when I looked into his eyes. I couldn’t stop imagining how would it feel to have his hands touching my skin; how would his lips taste like, feeling his solid body over mine. How would I feel between his arms...
.
“Ninomiya-kun... are you listening?” The sound of his voice brought me back to reality. I looked up from the book that I pretended to read and stared at his brown eyes gazing at me with a playful glint.
.
“Huh?” I raised an eyebrow, totally disoriented, shaking my head seconds later. The other man formed a carefree smile at my answer.
.
“I thought so. You should pay more attention, if you don’t pass the exam to enter college, I’ll feel guilty.” He whispered softly, looking into my eyes. “You need to concentrate, Ninomiya-kun.”
.
“But how the heck can I concentrate, if you’re the person with whom I can’t stop fantasizing even for a second!?” I cried out to myself, making a serious look, pointing out that I cared about what he said.
.
“I'm paying attention, senpai... it was only at this moment that I began to think nonsense.” I muttered, feeling embarrassed; I didn’t like being scolded, and even more, being scolded by him. If only he knew that he was the only reason that distracted me sometimes while he was helping me with my studies.
.
Sho was in his senior year of college, and he had kindly offered to give me some private lessons in order to pass the entrance exam in spring. Ever since we met in high school, I’ve always liked him, but now, seeing each other almost everyday, made my feelings for him increased in an impressive way. I could say that I was crazy about him and there was nothing I could do to stop that.
.
“Anyway, in any case I can explain this method again. I don’t know if this will appear in the exam or not, but it never hurts to know a bit of financial mathematics, right?” He asked with a smile that melted my bones. I nodded slowly, afraid that my nerves would betray me this time.
.
I ducked my face down, turning to pay attention to the book that was in front of me, which I’ve only read the first line over and over again without being able to concentrate.
.
“A- Arigatou, senpai...” I whispered quietly, flashing a shy smile. He sat beside me and stared at me for a few seconds before he spoke again.
.
“Why are you so nervous?”
.
“I'm not nervous.” I insisted, trying to sound convincing.
.
“Yeah sure, and I'm Lady Gaga’s nephew.” I smiled when I heard him, shaking my head again.
.
“Of course you're not her nephew, but seriously, I'm not nervous...” I stopped when I noticed my senpai moving closer to me; too close, to be honest.
.
“And now? You’re not nervous?” He whispered near my ear, though it wasn’t needed since we were alone in the living room of his small apartment. I was silent; I felt my lips went dry and my heart was pounding so hard against my chest. I was totally confused; I didn’t know what to do.
.
“I’ll ask you the question again… am I the one who makes you nervous?”
“You're too close to me, how couldn’t I be nervous?” I said this time, trying not to look at him.
.
“So is my closeness affecting you?” His warm breath collided against my lips, urging me to decrease the almost nonexistent distance between our lips and kiss him as always I had wished. “I can make your nervousness disappear, if you'll let me, of course...”
.
“If you know how, then do it now.” I whispered with my heart pounding excitedly, wanting, wanting him to do it in that fucking moment.
.
Then he did it.
.
His mouth was connected with mine slowly; his lips moved gently over mine, making my senses began to fail. The world and everything else had stopped and only the two of us existed as our lips were melted into that wonderful and unexpected kiss.
.
Sho removed the book that was resting on my lap and started caressing my legs over the pants, making me sigh in pure pleasure. I made my way between his full lips, inserting my tongue into his mouth, covering every millimeter of it slowly, taking my time to know it before I finally rub it against his own tongue, feeling electricity running down to my spine.
.
My hands were over his cheeks, holding his face to avoid him pulling away from me even for a second. I didn’t want to stop; I wanted to continue getting intoxicated with the delicious taste of his lips and the touch of his tongue. A gasp escaped from my lips, and fell on Sho’s mouth. His hands went up to my waist, grabbing my shirt hard as he pulled my bottom lip with his teeth before we pull apart to breath.
.
“Are you still nervous?” He asked, pressing his forehead against mine, both trying to catch up on air.
.
“Finally, after this, I'm not...” I whispered with a slight burning sensation in my cheeks.
.
“I promise that whenever you feel that way, I'll help you...” Sho replied smiling again.
.
“Then I'll always be nervous.” I finally said leaning down to kiss him again.
.
Definitely, financial mathematics could wait.