shady

[izallgewd]

i have recently come to the conclusion that i don't want to work for or with certain people anymore. because no matter what i ask or what is said, i feel like there is another layer of deception. there is just a very strong feeling that no matter how hard i try to be understood, i am never fully understood. and no matter how hard i try to understand others, some things are just beyond my understanding.

that's fine.

but it's the deliberate covering up of things or presenting things differently, the lack of honesty that is really starting to wear me down. secrets and lies. it's all secrets and lies.