well then Warning for lots of emo
So.
I was talking to my mother today, and she was talking about booking flights.
Then she was talking about how i would go up to sydney 'on friday' and she and my father would follow saturday and then we'd fly out Saturday night.
Then I was really confused.
Then, we established that the friday she was talking about was the 22 of August.
This means, that i have 3 weeks left in Australia.
1 Less week than originally thought.
Basically, (emo warning) this year has been one of the best. High school was completley fucked up, school kinda sucked most of the time and the amount of insecurities and fights with friends was astounding and frightening. Then this year, things finally sorted themselves out and I'm finally surrounded by people who I love and who I am pretty sure love me. The fact that I have to leave just when this has gotten so good sucks. So so much.
So my mother and I went out and had dinner after a shopping spree at brand depot, where I saved around 80 bucks on new cons, and I fucking cried at the table when we started talking about what everyone was doing once they left school. And now I'm sitting here crying and really messed up.
I don't think this whole thing really sunk in until today. I have three weeks left here with the best friends anyone could want and a place which, although I constantly complain about, I have been at for 8 and a half years of my life and I actually like a lot. So yay me.
The only good thing today was watching batman and buying 2 pairs of cons. and a rainbow belt. Again, yay me.
I was talking to my mother today, and she was talking about booking flights.
Then she was talking about how i would go up to sydney 'on friday' and she and my father would follow saturday and then we'd fly out Saturday night.
Then I was really confused.
Then, we established that the friday she was talking about was the 22 of August.
This means, that i have 3 weeks left in Australia.
1 Less week than originally thought.
Basically, (emo warning) this year has been one of the best. High school was completley fucked up, school kinda sucked most of the time and the amount of insecurities and fights with friends was astounding and frightening. Then this year, things finally sorted themselves out and I'm finally surrounded by people who I love and who I am pretty sure love me. The fact that I have to leave just when this has gotten so good sucks. So so much.
So my mother and I went out and had dinner after a shopping spree at brand depot, where I saved around 80 bucks on new cons, and I fucking cried at the table when we started talking about what everyone was doing once they left school. And now I'm sitting here crying and really messed up.
I don't think this whole thing really sunk in until today. I have three weeks left here with the best friends anyone could want and a place which, although I constantly complain about, I have been at for 8 and a half years of my life and I actually like a lot. So yay me.
The only good thing today was watching batman and buying 2 pairs of cons. and a rainbow belt. Again, yay me.