i do my best in everything for you
dear sky,
do you noe i do my best in everything for you? today when i saw your face with an expression saying that it's okay and hearing your consoling voice that you understand, it shatters my heart even more. i realized how horrible it felt to be torn apart between two people who are most important in my life.
i try to satisfy the desires of both sides but sometimes it gets too hard that i wished i could duplicate myself and be present at different locations at the same time. i try to get hold of every chance i can spend wif you but it seems like youve other commitments too. i was selfish to tink that i could haf you all to myself and you had to always be the one that was accommodating me.
why does it feel so stressful to wan2 be dere for you, but also wanting to satisfy the other person? ): i feel so tensed up when i shouldnt be feeling like tis. i wan2 spend all the time in the world wif you. but im always pulled far away from you.
loves, sun
do you noe i do my best in everything for you? today when i saw your face with an expression saying that it's okay and hearing your consoling voice that you understand, it shatters my heart even more. i realized how horrible it felt to be torn apart between two people who are most important in my life.
i try to satisfy the desires of both sides but sometimes it gets too hard that i wished i could duplicate myself and be present at different locations at the same time. i try to get hold of every chance i can spend wif you but it seems like youve other commitments too. i was selfish to tink that i could haf you all to myself and you had to always be the one that was accommodating me.
why does it feel so stressful to wan2 be dere for you, but also wanting to satisfy the other person? ): i feel so tensed up when i shouldnt be feeling like tis. i wan2 spend all the time in the world wif you. but im always pulled far away from you.
loves, sun