May 19, 2011 20:20
it's been quite awhile since ive been here(: i rmb reading my past diary entries while talking on the fone wif sky and reminiscing about how things were in the past. and time really flew by.
sky entered my life last year and made such huge differences in my life. i saw the dramatic changes in my life. sky is a pleasant yet mysterious surprise in my life. how we met was purely coincidental and at many times i cant help but feel fortunate to haf someone like that right by me thru ups and downs and many rough patches in life.
though there were times i was really frustrated wif sky to the extent that i didnt feel like talking, somehow things usually get set back onto the right path and there we were, jus like before as if nothing had happened.
sometimes i cant even grasp my own behavior. i don undn why my mood can fluctuate so much wif sky. i guess i jus expect sky to be jus like how i imagined to be in my heart. unknowingly i set a benchmark for sky, if sky fails to reach that benchmark, i get really mad.
it seems like there's always someone who disapproves, and the verdict always comes from those wif nothing else to do. but my choice is you.
dear sky