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Some people say that it is an indication of sexual frustration if you crunch ice and, oddly enough, I think I believe it. I rarely chew ice, the cold hurts my teeth... but recently it's all I can do to keep the ice in my drink.
I'm craving. Yes, I'm craving sweet love mush goo whatever, but I'm craving release in the form of restraints. To be restrained, blindfolded and used.... by someone that cares about me.
It's odd the way I need the control in all forms of the relationship except for the sexual aspect. I'm so bossy, but as soon as we hit the bedroom (or kitchen, or park, or car, or staircase... :D ) I want none of that control. I want him to take control and take what he wants. I don't want to give permission. I want to submit.
Even when the sex is romantic, I want to be taken care of. I want to feel precious and fragile and when it's romantic, I want to be taken care of. Other times, I want to be tossed around, leaving my pale skin bruised.
I'm a peice of work. I don't crave to be slave, to have a master. I need the control at times. I need to know that I'm not powerless. But I want to be stripped and bound, leaving me helpless and exposed.
I'm so strange. And terribly sexually frustrated.
I'm craving. Yes, I'm craving sweet love mush goo whatever, but I'm craving release in the form of restraints. To be restrained, blindfolded and used.... by someone that cares about me.
It's odd the way I need the control in all forms of the relationship except for the sexual aspect. I'm so bossy, but as soon as we hit the bedroom (or kitchen, or park, or car, or staircase... :D ) I want none of that control. I want him to take control and take what he wants. I don't want to give permission. I want to submit.
Even when the sex is romantic, I want to be taken care of. I want to feel precious and fragile and when it's romantic, I want to be taken care of. Other times, I want to be tossed around, leaving my pale skin bruised.
I'm a peice of work. I don't crave to be slave, to have a master. I need the control at times. I need to know that I'm not powerless. But I want to be stripped and bound, leaving me helpless and exposed.
I'm so strange. And terribly sexually frustrated.