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So, I thought I realized just what I needed. A friends with benefits type situation.
Then I remembered that I have had that and it wasn't so enjoyable to me.
I want some sweet, sweet love.
I want someone to want me with passion for me, not just an erection.
I want someone to hold me because he loves the way I fit in his arms, not just because he is lonely.
I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful because he believes it to be true, not just because he is trying to get into my pants.
All this in the journal dedicated for my sexual adventures... it's just not the same without the love... or atleast the like.
Then I remembered that I have had that and it wasn't so enjoyable to me.
I want some sweet, sweet love.
I want someone to want me with passion for me, not just an erection.
I want someone to hold me because he loves the way I fit in his arms, not just because he is lonely.
I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful because he believes it to be true, not just because he is trying to get into my pants.
All this in the journal dedicated for my sexual adventures... it's just not the same without the love... or atleast the like.