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I know I have changed. I'm not that happy kid that I once was. I've changed so much over the past 2 years. Appear wise and emotional. I used to be able to express myself and not feel bad about it. Now, I cry I just want to cry more because I don't like to and to me its a weakness. You, bring out my best weakness. I don't even know what to say.
I'm truly out of words...don't go back, please don't ever go back. long after me, remember me and my plea of not going back, I know what it does and what can do and I don't want that to happen to you ever. I've never felt this way, ever before. I haven't had the feelings that I've had...ever. I haven't second guessed myself about my decisions ever...until you. I know I've done the wrong thing before, but it doesn't seem that way to me. There has to be something there we keep coming back to it. Yea.
on a side note. got hit in the head 4 times today in 2 different games and caught 3 different games. fought with Karissa to get her picture taken and then Kristen took my phone and took pictures of herself and she talked to Dustin. That was funny. Kylie and I went to Steak 'N' Shake with Ed and had to worse waitress. but yea I guess that is about it.
I do love you...
Goodnight my dear. <3