Time
I have been typing on here off and on for almost 5 years (and I will continue). Its amazing to look back on how I was feeling, and what I was thinking around the times of some of the biggest defining moments of my life so far. Amazing to look back and see what I have accomplished, and what I still have left. To see whats changed,and what has stayed the same. I guess I dont know where I'm going, but I know where I want to be. I'm doing my best to get there, but its up to God. I'm still at DCA. I dont know where I'm going after there, but I hope its good. Still playing in a band, and still loving it. I think I will always love performing. I read my older posts on here and it seems like I was so alive in the past. Not that I am not now, but it seems like back then I had a drive I didnt know about. It was a lack of failure drive that pushed me everyday to challenge myself, challenge myself to keep on dreaming. Those times seemed so hard and lifeless, but it gave me charge that has lasted all the way until now, and continues at this very moment. If someone told me then that I would be where I am at now I probably would have laughed. I was young(er) but I felt like I had nothing left in me except hopes and dreams. But now I look back and see an ambition that I didnt even know was there at the time. Until next time.
-Penguin
-Penguin