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what is a lost cause...im not sure where i stand...somewhere between where i am and where everyone wants me to be...i am aware that there are harder things in this world than my addictions...but i guess it still doesnt make it easier...am i happier...who knows...what is happier than relatively better than where you were to begin with...and second of all...WHY DO I WRITE HERE...seriously who reads this thing??..WHO??...is this seriously just my place to vent so i and only myself can come back and read it later...how pathetic...i dont know...life...life...life...i guess i will keep typing here...when i first started typing here i guess i had really no idea what it would lead to...????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????