epiphany of a lifetime
Thanks to an old friend, and weeks of intense thought:
I have been walking around for the past 3 years like I'm superior.
I've been wallowing in severe depression and complete idiocy.
I'm not going to do that any more. I am never ever going to let other people and the worry of their thoughts stop me any more. I'm going to do what I want to do. And spend time with the people I want to spend time with. I'm not going to be unkind to any one.
I am going to keep observing and learning. I will never commit an act to hurt other people.
I won't sit and act solemn any more. I'm going to wake the fuck up to reality and
stop feeling like I'm special just because I was a little brat who's father died.
I'm not special because of the thing that happened to me. And I am going to wake the FUCK UP!!!!
This is it. This is life.
In the course of a lifetime what does it matter?
We all live and die. I'm not gonna waste my time with unimportant bullshit any more.
I have been walking around for the past 3 years like I'm superior.
I've been wallowing in severe depression and complete idiocy.
I'm not going to do that any more. I am never ever going to let other people and the worry of their thoughts stop me any more. I'm going to do what I want to do. And spend time with the people I want to spend time with. I'm not going to be unkind to any one.
I am going to keep observing and learning. I will never commit an act to hurt other people.
I won't sit and act solemn any more. I'm going to wake the fuck up to reality and
stop feeling like I'm special just because I was a little brat who's father died.
I'm not special because of the thing that happened to me. And I am going to wake the FUCK UP!!!!
This is it. This is life.
In the course of a lifetime what does it matter?
We all live and die. I'm not gonna waste my time with unimportant bullshit any more.