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Depression is kicking again lately, so that's why I am on live journal.
My grandma is dead. She died last Saturday.
My self esteem seems to me low again lately as well.
I feel like everyone surround me is just laughing at me everytime I leave the room. They roll their eyes at things i say and so forth. Maybe it's just silly drunk babble, but I don't know. Sometimes I think that the only reason any one puts up with me at all is just because I am Jeff's girlfriend. But who cares. Honestly none of these people mean that much to me, just as I don't to them. Which would mean they wouldn't even care enough to make fun of me. I'm just dramatic. I need to start takin that pill again. At least for a little while.
I have a job. and I enjoy it.
Everything is okay with Jeff right now, we're at a pretty good place.
I have an awesome best friend.
A very cool, down to earth mom.
A few other friends that I don't suspect shit talk from. Life isn't as bad as I'm sure it seems from most entries in this thing.
Sinse summer has started up I will probably be using this thing a little more.
My grandma is dead. She died last Saturday.
My self esteem seems to me low again lately as well.
I feel like everyone surround me is just laughing at me everytime I leave the room. They roll their eyes at things i say and so forth. Maybe it's just silly drunk babble, but I don't know. Sometimes I think that the only reason any one puts up with me at all is just because I am Jeff's girlfriend. But who cares. Honestly none of these people mean that much to me, just as I don't to them. Which would mean they wouldn't even care enough to make fun of me. I'm just dramatic. I need to start takin that pill again. At least for a little while.
I have a job. and I enjoy it.
Everything is okay with Jeff right now, we're at a pretty good place.
I have an awesome best friend.
A very cool, down to earth mom.
A few other friends that I don't suspect shit talk from. Life isn't as bad as I'm sure it seems from most entries in this thing.
Sinse summer has started up I will probably be using this thing a little more.