Jun 10, 2009 00:08
I am just living my little life here in Bellingham.
Sometimes I am not satisfied mostly I am.
But sometimes I wonder what else is out there?
I dont want to ever get stuck. But what else is there? School is a different kind of life from the real world, although I do get stuck sometimes I can still move on in the next quarter to a new kind of thinking. When I get to the real world will it all just fall apart and there I will be holding nothing. What if I have to start over? (actually this appeals more than going into the real world).
I think college is just a way of procrastinating, avoiding real life. But really what is so great about real life? Why are we all in such a hurry to get things done?
I dont feel like I have enjoyed then things I am doing or have done enough. I need to remember to do more than just school work next year. I need to get out and join a club... at Least one. And try to go to more of the things happening on campus. Cuz what will I do when I leave? those connections will not be there anymore.
So those are my thoughts at 12am.
I love being on campus at this hour and still have people working away all around me. It makes me feel good that I am not the only one stressing.
2 days left,
heres to spring quarter 2009!