i dont want to go home
im still in mexico, enjoying life, meaning that i do whatever i like most of the time. i really dont want to go home, that = i have to find a job, seeing as how i already had to ask my dad for extra money while i have been here, so i am going back in debt. ugg... and i really dont want to go back to raining bellingham! that would suck ass, seeing as how it is about 90 degrees or higher here everyday, plus, i havent done everything i wanted to here. i have seen things gone places but it hasnt been enough. i have a paper to write this week, that should be fun. i have the ability and a lot more confidence about speaking spanish, but i want more, and i want more opportunities to use it, it sucks that i go to school with all english speaking students and the only real time i get the chance to speak it to rodrigo family, and then i am too fucking shy, LAME. anyways i only have a little over 2 weeks left and then i am back to the real world. cuz i have to get a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BADLY i would really like to stay in wenatchee all summer where it is warm, so that i can bask in the heat all summer long, instead of waking up to rain 3 days a week. well hopefully everyone is good. i cant wait to pole vault. i have been dreaming about it, even though all this mexican food has made me very out of shape, just another thing to work on when i get back. see yall