With his collar in hand, knees collapsing to the floor, all I could think was it my fault?
"I don't want this anger burning in me
It's something from which I've tried so hard to be free
and none of the tears that we cry in sorrow or rage
can make any difference or turn back the page" -David Gilmour
This past while has been up and down in so many fucking ways.
Hallows Eve was great. Well, the party was. Got to see Scotti the Skunk as a bunny. I loved that. Oh and his tail! awwwe.
I have a job again. I work at 7-11 and it's fucking sad that I have to work Christmas and New Years Eve. I asked for X-mas, not his birthday too. Fuckers.
I am starting to pass, but for me to even be able to begin passing I had to drop gym class because those teachers are morons.
Haven't been tattooing much lately, due to work and school.
Callie has been coming down so thats pretty fucking kewl. Except for the times we don't speak in between.
My friend named Josh died from a stab wound in Calgary and nobody told me until 5 months later.
One of my friends is pregnant and had to quit smoking meth. But she was smoking it the first 2 months of pregnancy. ARRRRRG!
I got my truck so I can drive ONCE I have my license.
Kaelens out of the hospital, but won't take my kidney because it's too big.
The doctor won't fix Dad's back until he's bed-ridden.
Therapist wants to put me in rehab. Dude, theres no problems anymore!!!! Do you see me smoking crack!
Looking forward to The Big Lebowski 2. That would be sweet!
And finally, mo pretty little puppy Loki died. I miss him so much! I can still hear him bark and growl; and cry sometimes. I even found a chewed up pencil and puke that he left behind. I wont't clean it up. That's all I have left of him.
I guess my month is off but I made it all with the help of my love. If not for him, I know exactly where I'd be. Thank you so much for being there. I'll never be able to re-pay for all that you've done. I hope you know your very appreciated, needed, cared about and loved. You make everything Shine.
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-S.
It's something from which I've tried so hard to be free
and none of the tears that we cry in sorrow or rage
can make any difference or turn back the page" -David Gilmour
This past while has been up and down in so many fucking ways.
Hallows Eve was great. Well, the party was. Got to see Scotti the Skunk as a bunny. I loved that. Oh and his tail! awwwe.
I have a job again. I work at 7-11 and it's fucking sad that I have to work Christmas and New Years Eve. I asked for X-mas, not his birthday too. Fuckers.
I am starting to pass, but for me to even be able to begin passing I had to drop gym class because those teachers are morons.
Haven't been tattooing much lately, due to work and school.
Callie has been coming down so thats pretty fucking kewl. Except for the times we don't speak in between.
My friend named Josh died from a stab wound in Calgary and nobody told me until 5 months later.
One of my friends is pregnant and had to quit smoking meth. But she was smoking it the first 2 months of pregnancy. ARRRRRG!
I got my truck so I can drive ONCE I have my license.
Kaelens out of the hospital, but won't take my kidney because it's too big.
The doctor won't fix Dad's back until he's bed-ridden.
Therapist wants to put me in rehab. Dude, theres no problems anymore!!!! Do you see me smoking crack!
Looking forward to The Big Lebowski 2. That would be sweet!
And finally, mo pretty little puppy Loki died. I miss him so much! I can still hear him bark and growl; and cry sometimes. I even found a chewed up pencil and puke that he left behind. I wont't clean it up. That's all I have left of him.
I guess my month is off but I made it all with the help of my love. If not for him, I know exactly where I'd be. Thank you so much for being there. I'll never be able to re-pay for all that you've done. I hope you know your very appreciated, needed, cared about and loved. You make everything Shine.
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-S.