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things are just wayyyyy to weird.
Everybody said you would lose freinds when you went into highschool, everybody would find new groups and it ended up being ok. I guess it was true, all about the being ok part.
Im losing some really important freinds and i dont want that to happen, but its not like there is much you can do. Brittany is now really close to jess and bianca i think, i mean thats awsome that she has good freinds, i just wish we were still close. Laura also made alot of new freinds which is good, but i kind of feel like ive been replaced, i wouldnt blame here, i have been a terrible freind to everybody lately.
I guess i have made some new freinds too, but its not always somebody who i can depend on like some of my freinds were before. Its the choices you make and everybody seems to judge you on them. OH well.
This morning i realized that i dont have a venting freind where i feel safe telling them everything. I was walking around this morning and i was standing by some people who i know and like but am not great freinds with and when they left i was alone. I just stood there and realized i need to be a better freind to my old freinds or make some new freinds. Everybody is changing, i guess i am too but its scary.
Ive been such a downer lately too and i hate myself for it. When i get home its bad because i have too much time to think about things.
I should go do homework or what not.
Everybody said you would lose freinds when you went into highschool, everybody would find new groups and it ended up being ok. I guess it was true, all about the being ok part.
Im losing some really important freinds and i dont want that to happen, but its not like there is much you can do. Brittany is now really close to jess and bianca i think, i mean thats awsome that she has good freinds, i just wish we were still close. Laura also made alot of new freinds which is good, but i kind of feel like ive been replaced, i wouldnt blame here, i have been a terrible freind to everybody lately.
I guess i have made some new freinds too, but its not always somebody who i can depend on like some of my freinds were before. Its the choices you make and everybody seems to judge you on them. OH well.
This morning i realized that i dont have a venting freind where i feel safe telling them everything. I was walking around this morning and i was standing by some people who i know and like but am not great freinds with and when they left i was alone. I just stood there and realized i need to be a better freind to my old freinds or make some new freinds. Everybody is changing, i guess i am too but its scary.
Ive been such a downer lately too and i hate myself for it. When i get home its bad because i have too much time to think about things.
I should go do homework or what not.