But you're not here..to make my sad songs more sincere
My car is acting up again. It simply cannot take the pressure and honestly, neither can I. I only have to make this long drive 7 more times, 6 if we get a hurricane day on Friday. I've never wanted a severe storm so badly. I did nothing at work today which was a good thing since I'm trying to keep my stress levels down and relax so I don't get sick. I think I'm beating it though. I feel it coming on, but I just won't let it happen. Chicken soup, bubble baths, and getting to bed early seem to be doing the trick. Now if only I could sleep all the way through the night, then I'd be in business. I have been consistently awake from 3 until 4ish every morning this week. At least I've been using that time constructively . I've been burning CD's and DVD's, watching movies, having a late night snack, writing letters and emails I never intend to send-healthy stuff. Hey, its better than lying in bed with that sick feeling in my tummy begging god to let me fall asleep. Tonight I'm going to watch Mickey Blue Eyes and wish I was getting laid. That's the only wish I have that doesn't make me feel pathetic so for now I'll pretend that's all I want. Goodnight