Music that makes me sing so loud that my own family stares.

[ivycyan]

My god, he's so beautiful

when he smiles. I want to

hold him, but maybe I'll

just think about it.
No matter how long I

stay, I will always love

you.
When I think about him,

sometimes I forget to

breathe.
Must I always be waiting

on you?
You are worth whatever

the wait may be.
I know that they think

that I shouldnt still

love you, or tell you

that.
I promise I'm not trying

to make your life harder

or return to where we

were.
But, I will go down with

this ship. I'm in love,

and always will be.
I caused nothing but

trouble, I understand if

you cant talk to me

again.
And if you live by the

rules of 'its over', then

I'm sure that it makes

sense.
And when we meet, which

I'm sure we will, all

that was there will be

there still. I'll let it

pass, and hold my tongue,

and you will think that

I've moved on.
Anytime I need to see

your face, I just close

my eyes.
I want you, I dont know

if I need you, but I'm

dying to find out.
So can we find out?
I'm the kind of person

who endorses a deep

commitment, getting

perfect, getting comfy is

what I live for.
I'm only pretty sure that

I can't take anymore.
I wonder how its going to

be when you don't know

me.
How's it gonna be when

you're not around.
I'll never let you go.
You say that I changed,

well maybe I did.
Well, even if I changed,

whats wrong with it?
All I know is its wrong.
If theres a reason, its

lost on me. Maybe we'll

be friends...I guess

we'll see?
I remember the stupid

things, the mood rings,

the bracelets and the

beads. Nickles and dimes,

yours and mine. Did you

cash in all your dreams?
When we met, light was

shed, thoughts free

flowed.
You said, "You've got

something deep inside of

you."
I never felt alone, till

I met you.
Friends say Ive changed,

cause I lived to be deep

inside of you.
I'm alright on my own,

and then I met you.
I would change myself if

I could, I would walk

with my people if I could

find them.
I took for granted you

were with me.
We were broke and we

didn't know it.
I dont want to forget how

your voice sounds, these

words are all I have so I

write them, you'll need

them just to get by.
I never said it, you're

suffocating.
When I feel down, I want

you above me.
I dont want anybody else,

when I think about you I

youch myself.
Be kind to me, or treat

me mean, I'll make the

most of it. I'm an

extraordinary machine.
Somebody told me that

this is the place where

everything's better,

everythings safe.
Dont even have pictures,

just memories to hold.

They grow sweeter each

season as we slowly grow

old.
If you do not want to see

me again, I would

understand.
You could cut ties with

all the lies that you are

living in.
When I was young, I knew

everything, now I'm guilt

stricken, sobbing with my

head on the floor.
For the life of me, I

cannot remember what ever

made us think that we

were wise and we'd never

comprimise.
You used to speak so

easy, now you're afraid

to talk to me. Its like

walking with the wounded.

You're carrying the

weight too far.
I never claimed to

understand what happens

after dark, but my

fingers catch sparks at

the thought of touching

you.
I want to kiss you, you're the miracle.

I want you.