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M.E. trashed the living room while I cleaned the kitchen. I thought I had her safely being babysat by the teevee. She was so quiet about it that I didn't have a clue. I'd ask her brother to watch her but he SUCKS at it. He's 12 and should be more useful.
The kids go to Grandma's tonight, and I can't decide whether to go to the knitting meet-up or stay home and clean and then take a long bath. I'm feeling so closed in lately. I don't want go away on a vacation, I want my kids to for away for a week. A whole week. I want to clean one room and move onto the next without finding out someone has made more work for me. I want two whole days to box up old clothes, toys, books and whatever else junk needs to get the hell out of here. I want to get this house in order and work on the quilt and a little felting project I've been thinking about. I want to have sex and late dinners and long baths and pee in peace- just go to the goddamn bathroom without someone talking to me through the door. I want to invite a girlfriend over to sit in the back yard. We can talk and watch the moon come up.
My MIL has offered to take our whole family to Disneyland this fall. I was shocked. Who goes to Disneyland? All that money! But I guess she has it. I've been wondering if there's a way I could stay while they all go. I have no interest in going to any state more southern or hotter than Virginia. They can fly off to Florida and I'll stay here alone. Alone alone alone
The kids go to Grandma's tonight, and I can't decide whether to go to the knitting meet-up or stay home and clean and then take a long bath. I'm feeling so closed in lately. I don't want go away on a vacation, I want my kids to for away for a week. A whole week. I want to clean one room and move onto the next without finding out someone has made more work for me. I want two whole days to box up old clothes, toys, books and whatever else junk needs to get the hell out of here. I want to get this house in order and work on the quilt and a little felting project I've been thinking about. I want to have sex and late dinners and long baths and pee in peace- just go to the goddamn bathroom without someone talking to me through the door. I want to invite a girlfriend over to sit in the back yard. We can talk and watch the moon come up.
My MIL has offered to take our whole family to Disneyland this fall. I was shocked. Who goes to Disneyland? All that money! But I guess she has it. I've been wondering if there's a way I could stay while they all go. I have no interest in going to any state more southern or hotter than Virginia. They can fly off to Florida and I'll stay here alone. Alone alone alone