where's my rainbow, where's my yellow brick road?

[ivy_chan]

Life update: still tired. I feel like this might be what happened to my old depression: instead of actually feeling depressed, I just feel drained. I do have cycles where I don't feel like doing much of anything, and that's when my livejournal goes silent and my writing dries up and I don't feel like watching much of anything, either. It's harmless

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[iki_teru]

I cannot imagine stress related vertigo. That would be so scary. :x And I know how you feel about getting down and just kind of withdrawing from the internet, it's like you have life fatigue or something. do you think there's something that has you down on a sub-conscious level?

Politic talk has gotten me to the point where I just exist in a constant state of general queasiness anytime politics comes up. It's like, "one step forward, twenty years backwards" anymore. I can't even.

Good lord, a six year campaign? I think my group is doing something wrong. Or we're super ADD, I'm not sure. I only got into D&D in like, November and they're on their third campaign. =/ I don't think I could stick with it if I were in your situation. I mean, there's one girl I can't stand in our group and often imagine what it would be like to rub her face in a brick wall, but nobody likes her. I hope these people didn't kill any enjoyment you ever felt for the game, and hopefully you can find a different group/start your own (also. I feel like everyone I love online should move to the same area so we can do things like have epic fucking D&D sessions)

reading books and enjoying ice cream sounds like a fantastic idea and I might just have to join you on that endeavor.

[ivy_chan]

Six year campaign is actually pretty exhausting. After a while, I get tired of playing the same character, no matter how much I liked playing her before. And while I really would like to see her get her story arc completed (because it's a pretty cool one) I'm kind of sick of all of these minor battles we keep running into. AUUGH.

And I totally wish everyone I know online would move into the same area for epic D&D, awesome parties, and all sorts of fannish behavior.