is this cloak and dagger, could it be spring or fall?

Oct 24, 2009 02:44

Oh, god, how can people stand looking at BPAL without wanting to buy everything in sight? I have just spent an obscene amount of time looking at everything and drooling indiscriminately at the descriptions of some of the scents. This is ridiculous. I am an adult woman, and I have willpower and common sense of my own. I do not need to spend my funds on perfume oils, no matter how unbelievably beautiful they sound. I will remain firm of purpose and not immediately pounce on everything in sight. Yes.

...*makes fizzing noises out of her sheer effort to hold spending bug in*

Seriously, as long as I can taste it, smell it, or read it, it is IRRESISTABLE TO ME. Those are my weaknesses! I just bought some new books, I don't need to spend any more money on myself! I AM SAVING MONEY FOR MY MOM'S CHRISTMAS PRESENT DAMN IT. Why can't my sisters have jobs so they can chip in more? Why must the economy suck? Why can't I just deal with my spending impulses like an adult? All of these are great mysteries to me, unfathomable and deep.

Meanwhile, while listening to a soft rock radio station, Jesse McCartney's 'Beautiful Soul' began to play and instead of rolling my eyes and changing stations, I immediately though Soul/Maka. Oh my god, not only is that disgustingly shippy of me, it's not even that amazing a song. However, listening to a song that repeated 'soul' and 'beautiful soul' made it immediately Soul/Maka to me. SOUL EATER, YOU AND YOUR EASY TO SHIP COUPLES WILL PAY. Seriously, it is quite rare when I watch a series and I can't find one main character that I loathe in it. I like almost every character in this anime. (Excaliber excluded. Was he really necessary? Speaking of which, was Blair really necessary? I might just dislike single-use characters, though.) I will not be able to hear this song again.

I should sleep. My legs hurt. They always do that when my body gets tired, but my mind won't allow itself to be sleepy. Such a strange thing. It's not like I'm walking. I'm actually lying on my stomach.

bpal, shopping, shipping, soul eater, fandom, real life

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