I hate myself

[ivorywings]

FOr the past week I have eaten so much. I think it's because I am so depressed. I am goign to say this next statement knowing full well that i will probably fail miserably. I am going to get rid of all the food in my room tomorrow... hit up the gym, and drink a ton of water. I fucking cant even sleep over at my boyfriend's because i wont let him touch me right now. I feel so incredibly disgusting. It's thursdya... and i know the weekends are the hardest... and if i cannot even get through the fucking week what am i going to do? kill myself i guess
who the fuck cares...
well now that i have eaten equal to my fucking body weight for the day im going to go get a shower and then go to bed only to wake up a couple hours later for class
peace
the fattest fucking heffer in all of the fucking world