After getting a myspace... this shit doesn't phase me... hehehe
Ok, time to update... but to tell you what??? That I "hang out with the wrong crowd" or that "I'm getting into trouble"... or something of that nature... lemme update you on me.
I just realized that I haven't mentioned that Amr and I have been broken up for....... I dunno how long, but a pretty long time now. Over a month... maybe even nearing two. I think my life has improved dramatically. I don't cry anymore, I have far more self esteem... and if I do say so myself, I am far more attractive than when that loser and I started dating...
Why have I come to this conclusion you may ask? Cuz I can... also, I have ::met:: some hot guys lately. I love boys, I love playing with boys, I love hanging out with boys, I love male attention... all things I am not used to being totally in love with, but I am. I don't want a relationship right now when it comes to most boys... there is only one boy that makes me want to settle down... so we'll see where that goes.
So basically, this new guy is HOT HOT HOT and I can't stress that enough but people are all mad at me cuz I don't "JUDGE" him based on his past, and I know its bad, but it honestly isn't a big deal to me and I really don't give a shit about it. As long as he isn't doomed to repeat his past, then I'm fucking over it and into him.
I can't even believe how many guys I've been through lately... like water my friends, water... but this one seems to be a keeper and I'm really happy whenever I'm with him and in his arms... so keep your fingers crossed for me (even if you're one of the haters) cuz I wanna be one of the happy ones.
I just realized that I haven't mentioned that Amr and I have been broken up for....... I dunno how long, but a pretty long time now. Over a month... maybe even nearing two. I think my life has improved dramatically. I don't cry anymore, I have far more self esteem... and if I do say so myself, I am far more attractive than when that loser and I started dating...
Why have I come to this conclusion you may ask? Cuz I can... also, I have ::met:: some hot guys lately. I love boys, I love playing with boys, I love hanging out with boys, I love male attention... all things I am not used to being totally in love with, but I am. I don't want a relationship right now when it comes to most boys... there is only one boy that makes me want to settle down... so we'll see where that goes.
So basically, this new guy is HOT HOT HOT and I can't stress that enough but people are all mad at me cuz I don't "JUDGE" him based on his past, and I know its bad, but it honestly isn't a big deal to me and I really don't give a shit about it. As long as he isn't doomed to repeat his past, then I'm fucking over it and into him.
I can't even believe how many guys I've been through lately... like water my friends, water... but this one seems to be a keeper and I'm really happy whenever I'm with him and in his arms... so keep your fingers crossed for me (even if you're one of the haters) cuz I wanna be one of the happy ones.