I made a mistake and Im paying for it ten-fold.

Mar 24, 2006 13:17

supid mother fucker stupid mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!

yeah thats me.

Any ways.... I miss my boyfriend a lot and want to see him tonight, Hopefully my cousin will let him come babysitting with me tonight so we can hang out. I hope I hope I hope she will et him come with me.

I need to have a serious talk with him and really really want to spend time with him. Besides the fact that his friend from north redford got into an accident and died. Omg, hes so upset abou tit and not being able to comfort him is killing me inside.

From now on I live for him. Everything I do , I will do with him in mind. Because I owe it to him for hurting him so badly. I thought he was being a bad boy friend, but i realise how bad I have actually been myself.

And im sorry. Im still young and Im learning who I am and I guess Im just testing myself. And the lesson has been laerned. Even though I still dont know if I am going to be with you forever, I still think that you derserve me to treat you better while Im making up my mind. As long as you promise that youll work on your part. deal?

Anyways... I love you and I will talk to you later.. thanks for listening guys.. love always, Jaimie
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